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'Tis is the life of me:

Things of Me..:
As I gaze into the night with a slightly pale face--as always--angled towards the skies,
my hair--a sleek but damp raven black in the night air--draping down my back,
I utter whispered words,
"Why do I live this life, of nothingness? Emptiness? What does life,
hold in store for me, that goes for me, not against?"
A tear as bright as light, sparkling, shimmers down my cheek, as I close my eyes,
hiding myself behind those dark brown eyes, hiding myself deeper inside me still...
Hiding my emotions behind a cheerfulness, that fools all...
Everyone including those who think they know me well...
Feathered wings the color of a moonless night, yet soft as silk,
wrap their icey coldness around her pitiful self. She was loyal and kind,
and protected those she cared deeply about. The girl would utter,
"By daylight, I am a girl of fiery nature and spirt, but
By nightfall, I am the girl I hide, the one so tainted and foul, hidden within.
Locked away..."
She hears a soft melody, a music gentle and soft, the wind carressing her face,
and thoughts of battles won, fights lost, nature's gifts viewed, happiness spread in cleaver ways, singing and playing the music from my heart - oh a melacholny one it is! - and enjoying the things I pretend to love....
Memories flashing by of losing myself in the book's words and being the silent sly girl I truely wish to be, and enjoying all life can provide for me.
The girl would sigh, a deep breath out, the crisp night air making her long shaky breath visible in the night...
Down below her window, while she stays, locked away...
She turns her gaze towards two lovers being cozilly together,
and she waits for her shooting star, her wish to come true...
And more memories flash by, of my being a cheery soul and wild as a fire,
at one point in her life, free from all means, and now dampened out to a cool icyness...behind my eyes once more,
I watch a different version of myself, doing things I've never dared,
doing things I've only dreamed, letting my thoughts run it's course, it's lovely path..
and soon look down at the paper and pencil at the small edge of the window before me, and I take up the pencil and start drawing the images of my mind,
that slowly in my mind becomes a little play of my fantasy....hidden deep within my soul. Her fox ears of silver tipped in black, twitching occasionally and her twin tails a silver hue tipped in the same raven black as her hair gently sweeping at the cold stone floors of her chambers...locked away from sight, feeding off of nothing but her memories, and slowly edging away to nothingness....

Few of My Favored Quotes:

"Small but sure friends are better than lots but untrustworthy friends"
"Trust is a fragile thing and with 1 wrong, one may never get it back"
"Honesty is a Virtue"
"Flames a fire, burning with mischief in the mists of one's eyes"
"One can not toy with the heart's emotions, nor force something on it"
"Begin again with a new slate"

And countless other ones like these.

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My Impossible Dream:

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Report | 04/07/2006 7:52 pm

Black_Dragon_123

I loves you! And I always will. So don't you forget it!

On another, only slightly related note, I recognize that little animation from up above, in the section where there's a buttload of pictures. The one with the little person swordfighting? Yeah. That used to be in your signature. Right underneath the words,
"I am Zeata's pet fox. If you wish to have me, you'll have to fight him for me."

Report | 01/04/2006 6:29 pm

hotcop

Whoops! O: Typo. I wish I could comment on your journal. 909 </|3 You are such a wonderful writer.

Report | 01/02/2006 6:56 pm

Cardboard Socks

...*wiggles eyebrows suggestively*

Report | 12/19/2005 3:34 pm

TheAngelOfBrokenDreams

The fairest beauty from the wisest lady comes,
And brings with her a sample of one's worth,
A being merely take a breath with thee,
And ponders at the wonder of his birth.
For something kind, and something strong in thee,
Propels me thus, to question mine own strife,
For, must I say, it's very hard to see
How I survived without you in my life!
Beauty is as beauty does. 3nodding
--Angel

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"Life grows wary by every passing day, as I await the love of my life to come sweep me away from this wretched place." - Ai'Ren.

Mood: bored.