About

A fair warning... I'm one of the older gaians. Not really sure why I still ******** with this website, probably because I have issues I need to sort out but I don't really give a damn what you think. I come on here for my own personal enjoyment (or for information) and then log off.

My heart is turning grey. I can't quite touch darkness, and I've strayed way too ******** far from the light. I feel death at every turn. It's only a matter before I embrace it completely without looking back.

I can't connect to anyone like I did with one particular person. My hand can't reach out to the hearts of others anymore. I feel so detached, everything feels fake like I'm living an unreal life. My existence doesn't really matter, yet here I am writing nonsense on my profile in the hopes that someone can relate.

An outcast, a non-conformist, rejected many times by other people. I have a small group of friends now but they can only be so close to me. I'm trying to find people I can be closer to and its extremely difficult, mainly because people are afraid of accepting traits of themselves that are shameful and being open about such things, yet I get along with people that are aware of their own darkness and shortcomings.

Fall with me? ;o

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EverythingPurpleIsMine

Report | 02/09/2014 1:07 am

EverythingPurpleIsMine

thanks smile i'm old now lol
EverythingPurpleIsMine

Report | 01/31/2014 11:49 pm

EverythingPurpleIsMine

Ah I see lol.
Mickey_McNoodle

Report | 01/31/2014 1:01 pm

Mickey_McNoodle

That or you need to readd me lol it's the same on yours too.
EverythingPurpleIsMine

Report | 01/29/2014 11:20 pm

EverythingPurpleIsMine

Hey. What are you up to?
Mickey_McNoodle

Report | 01/29/2014 6:30 pm

Mickey_McNoodle

Not many people EXPECT them that's why they are awesome smile
Mickey_McNoodle

Report | 01/29/2014 5:50 pm

Mickey_McNoodle

Howdy there smile *hugs*
EverythingPurpleIsMine

Report | 01/13/2014 10:50 pm

EverythingPurpleIsMine

Hey! How are you doing? Sorry I don't talk to you much I just seem to always be working and always neglect coming on here. PM me and I'll give you my current email so we can chat. Happy New Year! biggrin
Celi Beli

Report | 11/02/2013 2:29 pm

Celi Beli

eek
Sad Flutes

Report | 10/09/2013 11:36 am

Sad Flutes

Meh, rather not talk about it lol XD but thank you for asking.
Spirit Reborn

Report | 10/08/2013 8:08 am

Spirit Reborn

Heya, budd!
How's it going? : )
Just thought I'd spread some love to random people I meet, 'cause you know..
love's pretty awesome ♥
emotion_hug

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Below the heavens, beyond the hells, somewhere between it all within the Fallen Sanctuary. The grey path will lead me there. I am prepared.