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July 11th, 2022
Wow. Uhm, I surprisingly remember my username and password and this site still exists. Well, if you happen to come by to this profile, I won't be back on here for another century or whatever and I do not plan to anytime soon. To all of the friends, enemies, and whoever I have met on this site: Long time no see. How are you?
Not that it matters of some sort or if you even bother to even be here.
No matter how many years that I have forgotten about this site, there is still a lingering piece that brings this place back.
I guess this is just a catch up of how I am and just to give a closure to a lot of the friends I have made in the past years.
Gaiaonline, was a part of my life back then at a young age and this website was the only place where I could express myself, meet others that have the similar interests as I do, and made friends along the way. As much as I cringe at certain parts of myself where I was so much of a "hopleless romantic" or in this day of age I would be considered as a "simp" or the unexplainable actions or choice of words I have said to my friends and strangers, those were memories and that young side of me was that I accepted and embraced it.
I have met wonderful people and am glad that they became friends with me that I honestly wished our friendship could last and was part of the reasons why I stayed active in Gaia.
Things changed slowly when some of the people I cared about decided to quit Gaia because of multiple reasons, and it honestly felt like the worst kind of a breakup. Some of the people that I thought were my friends drifted off with different friend groups and would ignore or pretended that they did not know me or I even existed.
It sucked, it really did. I was stuck in the past, I was very emotionally and mentally immature, but hey I was young.
I knew that eventually, that someday it would be my turn to quit this website despite the memories I have had with the ones that were my friends back then.
I had to accept that everyone is growing up where they have found or still discovering themselves. They have found their people, something or something that they are passionate about, and so on forth.
We were just kids, we were young.
Enough of this grown adult message I have wrote.
Where have I been?
I have found love, happily married for almost a decade, and having my own little family that I only care about in this world.
I am quite unsure how to end this off, but I guess I will end this off with leaving a note to the people that were a part of my life if you ever decided to come by and visit my profile:
oSurpriseS e x: Our friendship was a rollercoaster, but I am glad that you stuck by me as much as you could.
iDaichi Kiyokashi: Good God, I am so sorry for my inappropriate behavior and the way I act when it is with you, but I do appreciate the fact you keep the same energy with me.
Phantom317: So much for someone quitting and coming back from time to time huh? I'm just teasing, I thank you for dealing with my randomness when I was around you.
sasuke-kun 0104: Hey old man.
xxinear-toysx3r: All I remember you were a huge a** pervert but hey I ******** with it.
iKiba-Fish: I hope you finally found the love of your life dude.
iSakura No Hana(?) : I don't really care that you remove me off your friend list, and I wouldn't blame you for doing so. You deserved better to be with better people that you can be around with, and I was not that person for you to be friends with. I do appreciate the times we spent time together, and you dealing with my immaturity. Take care.
If I forgot anyone else, then I am sorry that is all I can remember.
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"I'm letting it go no looking back
Cause baby you're the past
I'll find somebody that lasts longer
Theres no more pictures on my wall
Don't want them anymore
Replace them with a love that's stronger"[/color:c83942cda9][/align:c83942cda9][/i:c83942cda9]
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