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Birthday: 06/12

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name: Nitrous
likes: dark things, cats, chasing squirrels, females, and blueberries
hates: plums, sunlight, intense heat, taking orders, annoying people, and cities.
owner: x-x Sexy Lemon x-x (the sexiest)
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AuroraII Report | 07/06/2011 8:07 am

Oh, and another thing? I'm not your "love". e-e

AuroraII Report | 06/25/2011 3:31 pm

You know, I should've said this long ago. . but I'm happy that I finally have a chance now to speak my mind truly.

We trusted you. "We" being Yuki-chan, Rhys-kun, and the majority of us, trusted you, or, at least, that's what I think they would say. I don't know. Maybe I'll never know. But anyways, I trusted you. Yet, you lied, you cheated, you played me, you played Yuki-chan, and you also played Macy-chan as well. You lied to me, told me you loved me. You sayt hat there's some guy called "Mike" who told us all you were dead, which affected ALL of us. You told us you'd kill yourself, commit suicide. You told us that you had some little brother or sister or whatever who died, I have no idea because I actually don't care anymore. I should have seen all of this before, waaaaaay before, so that maybe I wouldn't have been hurt. But I became stronger, thanks to you and your lies, and I became wiser. This is hard to explain, but. . . I know what I'm doing, and I know I'm doing the right thing right now, 'cause Yuki-chan and her friends helped me figure that out, with all our little dramatics and fights and everything else, and that's helping me and supporting me in writing this.

But what's REALLY motivating me into writing this is Rhys-kun. He changed me. He helped me see what a liar you are, what a fraud you've made yourself out to be and probably have been. And you know what, he's right: I DID let him change me after all, and the reason for that is because I love him, and that I -still- love him, and that I've been waiting for him, -just- to converse with him, for over half a year now since last November or so. Call me crazy if you want, or maybe you can say that I'm in vain, but I really don't care. I don't care about you, your opinion, or anything else. All I ever care about is that you need to apologize, and soon, because I'm just thinking back on everything that happened with you and I and everyone else and am only now realizing how silly and immature we were at the time. You hurt Yuki-chan in some way, and even though it might've been a LONG time ago and whatnot, it still angers me to think of what you might've done to her. Yuki-chan has a head on her shoulders, as does Rhys-kun and Macy-chan, Ryan-kun and all the others. Give me one good reason why I should believe that you have one, "Toshiro". I don't know what to believe anymore. Or maybe I do.

Who knows.

Besides some painter or some sculptor, I want to be someone great someday. A hero, so that I have friends that look up to me and believe in me. Heh. . believe it, as Uzumaki says. Rhys-kun also helped me realize that. Y'know, come to think of it, he's helped me realize alot of things. For example, he's been there for me whenever I needed him, but the fact that I'd usually just brush him off because I was so "in love" with you. Yeah, right. Another example is probably how much I depended on him or talked to him, but that probably goes with the last few things I mentioned. Oh well. Anyways. Rhys-kun is. . . . probably one of the most amazing people I've met, actually. He makes me laugh, he makes me dream big. He makes me wipe away my own tears, get back up onto my own feet, put on my biggest grin and try to make the bad day into a good one. He makes me cringe, but in a good way. He makes me want to jump off of buildings and fly high into the sky or sing at the very tops of my lungs. He makes me want to accomplish so much in the world. He makes me see the truth in things. Heck, he even makes me rock out like hell on my electric guitar! He makes me feel awesome, and he makes me feel as if I'm unstoppable. And yet, that was something that I only felt and probably still feel when I'm around him or even just sit there and talk to him, something that I never felt with you. Whatever I felt with you or what you inspired me to do was. . . . .was nothing. Nothing compared to Rhys. Nothing to him, to my hero. My hero who made me see what I had been obsessing over instead

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