so long since i smiled...:
....I'm not perfect, I'll never be.
I'm a human being. So I will die。
I drag people's hearts down a field of thorns.
I regret , I don't love, I don't hate
I won't realize something until it's gone.
I'm unpredictable. Stubborn , clumsy, blunt,
uncoordinated and frank.
All our lives are complicated, mine is more. I deal with it
I'm a day dreamer. although...
...I have many dreams and wishes that will never become fulfilled.
I get frustrated and mad easily.
I don't give my full trust in people.
Everybody is a liar. They never keep secrets.
I admit it. I am a lair myself. Selfish, attention seeker and a backstabber.
Am I pale? No, I'm light.
There are things you`re better off not knowing....
like the fate of those abandoned baby squirrels, this
Like the love of someone dear. Like the responsibility I bear for everything on this Earth.
If I'd never known these things, I wouldn't have suffered so terribly.
I wished I'd live alone in this island.
But I came to know all these things.
We went on living our selfish, blinkered little lives....
while we destroyed everything.
I don't know who my friends are now. I think it's time for you to tell me.
I also don't like the fact that I'm a horrible person.
I try, I breathe , I'll give you what I have..I just don't want you to hate me.
I can be very affectionate and easy to fall in love with.
This is how perfect I am.