I am...insane <3 I can come off that way, anyway. I tend to have the 'freak' status at school, so if you're judgmental, ignorant, or a conformist, please get the fudge off my profile <3 I am very much my own person, and that's how I like it <3
I am an avid reader and wish to be a writer and a photographer as far as my future career. [I love writing, and I have an eye for photography and the fact is, no matter how bad the economy is, everyone wants their picture taken ;D <3]
I love reading, writing, drawing, music, roleplaying, movies, singing/acting [although I do neither except in the comfort of my room XD-or if I'm being goofy in public <3], I love the outdoors depending on where/what I'm doing. I don't mind playing sports as long as it's a family/friend thing <3
I can be, as stated, quite insane and random, easily excitable, etc..but I'm also intelligent [in things that aren't math related] and for the few people that I let into my rather small friendship circle, I'm the person that you can always go to no matter what, for anything <3
It's not that I innately hate all people, but I can [happily] tolerate very few people for long periods of time. Which is what facades are for, I suppose XD. I have the attention span of a wall, and I don't like dealing with people that I think are just after some gain unless it's mutual. And I rarely make pretense in regards to my feelings for someone. If I like them or I don't, I don't pretend either way unless it's for some reason necessary either to myself or to avoid hurting someone that I do care for.
Still, I probably do trust entirely too easily XD That aside, when I do decide that I consider someone my friend, that's pretty much it. I rarely deter from that course and I care for them to the best of my ability. In that I spoil my friends, am dead-lock trustworthy/shoulder to cry on, and that I would do anything for them, I consider myself a good friend even if I can be a bit moody or push people away. I would seriously give my life for the people I care for, and for my Lord.
In real life I can come off very cold and distant, even absent to strangers. [And to my friends, if I'm moody, but that's not too often XD] I also have a hell-fire temper. My online persona is 24/7 insanity. [Which is why I think the online people won't be able to imagine me being all cold, but it happens XD and it scares customers at my work. Which means less people to gripe at me XDDDD] I am the master of having a poker face [unless I am made to laugh..I can't keep a straight face then..>__< and I laugh at ANYTHING XD] If people say they love me, I tend to shy away from them [be they family or friend] but I can tolerate and even return it to some people. I'm somewhat germaphobic. Stuffed animals are they key to my heart [and hand-made/written stuff] XD.
I have a messed up bunch of families, but who doesn't? XD <3 I hate school, and I pretty much just drown it out reading or writing. I love making people laugh, and I tend to have wry humor that I usually shift to whatever makes the people I'm with laugh the most.
I'm a slight pyro, I love God but don't like formalized religion, I do believe in witchcraft and the like, my favorite animals are dragons and snakes, I love cloudy-rainy days and snow although I rarely have the former and never have the latter. I can be very competitive [I hate to lose] I love debating and am very strong and firm in my beliefs.
People have always tried to make me a victim, being a freak tends to mean that people treat me rather cruelly. But I've long since moved past it and that's why I'm very careful in who I consider my friend. I don't care what others think of me, and I tend to be brutally honest because I don't see a reason to lie and if it's something I don't want to say, I just won't say it XD <3
Never had a real boyfriend, never had my first kiss, I don't drink or do drugs [I refuse <3], and I'd like not to have sex until I'm married. I am a combination of a hopeless romantic and wizened cynic. I tend to be spontaneous and I like making things for people. [Drawings, poetry, crocheted things]. I don't like owing people anything, so I rarely ever if ever ask for anything, and I tend to like people to come to me more than I'll ever come to them.
That's about it. If you want to know more [what else is there? XD], ask <3 If you've made it this far, I applaud you. If you want to judge me, do as you please but don't come to me about it. I am going to be who I am, and that will never change <3
My gaia sign!
Those gaiaborn under the Spurca constellation know how to enjoy life. What matters most to them is that they're having fun in all that they do. They aren't always the sharpest tools in the shed, but they have a good time in all that they do. Childlike in nature, it's nearly impossible to hold their attention for long periods of time. Many would find this trait annoying, but equally as many find it endearing. They often speak their minds without thinking about other people's feelings, but they're also not the type to deliberately offend. They often bare grudges against people who've belittled them, and they never quit first in an argument.