that sounds like a hemorrhage of work lol. Yea I've been dealing with some life issues and I feel kinda run off course now emotionally. My grandmother died in January and my ex and I broke up on valentine's day. I didnt realize how she felt about me until then and even the couple weeks after I had trouble letting go. I had slowly work through feelings. I knew there were some things that were wrong but i wanted to try and work it out, but she just got tired of waiting for me I think. 3 years wanting to meet this person and she basically wanted to change who i was to be her dream guy. Love doesnt work like that. She wanted to be friends but i didnt want to keep thinking about her if she didnt like who i was.
The other night I watched this movie in my english class (yay movie) called the Orphanage. Was a ghost story and its going to be on the final. Its kind of a psychological thriller, like they all are now, but it isnt boring even though i read subtitles the whole time. At the end I had this feeling that i need to let go of things and move on. And then I let go of those things i was angry about. Its like problems of the past haunt you until you decide you can accept the way things are now.