true.....I still hate change, like, one thing I can never change, is my hair, for 4 years i've had hair down past my shoulders, and only in november did I get a haircut of 9in after 4 yrs, and it was still down past my shoulders. thats one simple thing I just can't change, and I really don't want to.
change hurts. though it can be good. also, in this case, one thing that keeps on going through my head is all the ways she could reject me.
i'll stop clinging....i've just been having random bouts of either extreme hyperness to super depression.
yah, just like, I'm horrible at taking chances, its sorta just an inherent fear, since the largest change to my whole life was my dad dying when I was 3. I'd be completely different if that didn't happen, and I just like, don't like change, even at times whens its good.