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Location: United States

Birthday: 10/30

Occupation: Computer Engineer

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I sometimes cosplay as Aerith Gainsborough

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Devilish Sorrow Report | 11/24/2015 10:33 am
Devilish Sorrow
I am sorry I've been away for some time
Anbu_Rin Report | 11/24/2015 9:21 am
I've been well thank you
How have you been beside the whole school thing?
Good I hope?
Anbu_Rin Report | 11/24/2015 7:02 am
Wonderful!! emotion_hug
Valerth Report | 11/23/2015 3:29 pm
With thanks giving coming up I'm going to be busy for the rest of the week, I have to drive back home...uuuhg
Anbu_Rin Report | 11/23/2015 11:15 am
You're welcome!
Oh my, I hope it gets resolved sad
Keep your chin up girlie, you got this
Anbu_Rin Report | 11/23/2015 9:11 am
Just wanted to drop by and say that I think you're awesome and sweet and all your avi's are beautiful! Just like you! emotion_bigheart
Hope you have a great day!
Valerth Report | 11/22/2015 9:42 pm
Valerth Report | 11/22/2015 9:06 pm
ityl take some days to get it down and work on it ok
Valerth Report | 11/22/2015 9:04 pm
You would need current layout then,
But I'm telling you, you'll need to have it a minimum, your profile has too much going on and it crashes
so i would p***k pictures that have the most significance to you.
Valerth Report | 11/22/2015 8:57 pm
OMFG i laughed waaaay more then i should have at the video!
its so freakin true! tahst exactly how i felt living with my three nieces the year it came out...they nerve stopped. 3 girls...never let it go...

also! i am using classic profile if you look at mine, would you like classic of current?
classic is well classy simple and elegant, i can do the same for current sorta its been a while

Music is my life¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪



"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

"Wanna know the truth? Nobody is happy. Nobody has skin made from oil paint and sunlight. Nobody understands this world. Hell, nobody probably understands math as much as they claim. You’re here one day and the next you’re not. God? Religion? I’ve learned a lot more about the world by eating acid and swallowing pills. Tell me what your church has done for you? Tell me if you have holes in your mouth from speaking lies? Wanna know the truth? Pity is just another word for pathetic. Drink beer and watch the sunrise from every rooftop. Take photographs naked. Take photographs kissing. Take photographs having sex. Stop making everything about sexuality. Wanna know the truth? Nobody really gives a damn if you lost your virginity at fourteen or if you were the president in high school. Wanna know the truth? There is no such thing as the right person. People leave. They change like ocean currents, they leave you with bruises in your calves. And you wanna know the truth? You get better. You learn to love. You find God in between the cracks of a wall when you’re puking your limbs out. You wanna know the truth? Go find it."

"Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them."

"There is such a thing as being too nice, too giving and too caring. To overcome depression you must stop the habit of bending over to gain people’s approval. I know, it’s easier said than done. But no one said it’d be easy.

Those who are affected by depression tend to be people-pleasers. And yet, ironically, quite often their actions are viewed by others as selfish and self-centered. For over three decades I believed in that crap myself. I believed I was selfish and self-involved. I was convinced I had nothing to offer. I also thought that it didn’t matter what I thought. That my opinion was less important than anyone else’s. It seemed as if I was always living someone else’s life.
I wasn’t myself. I wasn’t who I am. I was a “slave” to anyone who was willing to have me in their life. The fear of rejection always steered my thoughts into the direction that led others to benefit from it more than I did.

How tiring was that!? How exhausting it is having to constantly put others before your own self! And how little reward you get at the end of it…

All this, so you can can keep deluding yourself that someone cares about you, at least enough to stick around. For a while, at least… ’til they get tired of it.

Then what do you do when the inevitable happens and when they leave? You blame yourself, of course. Consciously, or subconsciously, your already low self-esteem gets reinforced. It spirals downward in a lightening speed and you get even more depressed, thinking that there is no tomorrow for you…

Well, there is. And it’s a bright one, too!

You’ve heard the phrase: “You teach people how to treat you” but you’ve ignored it so far. Maybe because when you did try to stand up for yourself it always seemed to have back fired. You might even had finally snapped and told others to ******** off, which they deserved to hear, only to find yourself being labeled as too aggressive and not “lady-like.”

Well dear, who the f**k gives a damn? Who cares what others think and, or say? Let me just remind you – it shouldn’t be you. There is only one person in this entire world whose opinion should matter to you, and that is YOU and you ONLY.

There is only one person in this entire Universe that needs your pleasing, and that person is you.

There is only one person who needs your caring the most, and yes, you’ve guessed it – it’s you again.

Just remember this: if you care too much – others will care too little… If you remain too available – others will always remain too busy for you. Without even being apologetic about it, people will always make you wait for them, making you feel as if your time is not nearly as valuable as theirs. You get the picture…

You will encounter resistance from those around you when you start making those long-overdue changes, but that’s OK. Have fun with it. See that sense of amusement on their faces and that sense of disbelief… Stare back at them without blinking.

Be prepared to deal with the consequences of having the courage to do what’s right for you. In your mind let go of the fear of not having that job in case your boss decides to fire you. Maybe it means it’s time to do something else for a living.

Be ready to let go of your significant other if s/he continues to refuse to treat you in a new, more loving and respectful way.

Make yourself OK with being alone for now. Make yourself comfortable with being with… YOU. Get to know yourself. Find out exactly what your needs and desires are and then become unstoppable in fulfilling them! Be selfish. You’ve been accused of it so many times before, now it’s time for you to show others (and yourself) how selfish you can really be! Show them that you mean business… smilies/icon_smile.gif

Renounce the guilt. Let go of it. Completely. It’s time to release it.

Be your number one. Be bold. Be spontaneous. Learn to be yourself in every situation and around everyone.

This is how you start to love yourself…"

About the girl

I am a die-hard Otaku! I love to watch anime and read mangas for hours and I never grow tired of it. I mainly cosplay Yuuki Cross from Vampire Knight, Aerith Gainsborough, Lucrecia Crescent, Rinoa Heartily, Princess Garnet, Yuna Summoner from the Final Fantasy Series, Enma Ai from Hell Girl. I travel abroad a lot to buy all kind of mangas since they are not available on the place I live in. My favorite so far are Vampire Knight, Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni, Black Butler, Another, Hell Girl, Death Note, Chocolat, Howl's Moving Castle, Kiki's Delivery Service, Spirited Away, NANA, Rizelmine and the list goes on and on. Beside anime I also love Disney Princesses and currently my favorite is Queen Elsa from Frozen. I also enjoy Tim Burton movies and anything related to Halloween/creepy stuffs. I love makeup and teasing/volumizing my hair, hairspray and music is my life! I am a full vegan and it took me almost 5 years to become one and I am also on my way to cut down animal-tested cosmetics. I usually don't socialize or talk much because I really loathe cheesy people and assholes, I rarely find people nice enough to get close to or talk nowadays especially in this site. Once I start getting to know someone I tend to become very lively and carefree. I am somewhat quirky and funny at the same time. I don't roleplay because I want to get close to people and know them at a personal level. I hold high respect for hard-working people and people who are successful by their own means. They inspire me, motivate me, gives me the courage to move on and feel lucky and grateful and are good example for any person and generation. I love company of those who lifts me up and encourages me about studies and career building instead of bringing me down with negative bullshit or using emotional terrorism against me. I am not perfect and have flaws like having short temper, having 0 patience with sarcasm, stubborn, being extremely moody, sometimes lazy, having breakdowns and outbursts, getting struck by sudden depression and unhealthy thoughts and having mood swings and a severe tongue, I am somewhat emotional and easy-going BUT lying and betraying or abusing others or taking people for granted isn't on my genes. I am kind, caring and compromising and tend to judge others by putting myself on their shoes first which is why I tend to isolate myself most of the time as people takes terrible advantage of it. I am downright blunt and brutally honest, I admit my faults/mistakes if I am wrong and I don't let my pride come between that. My inner self consciousness is always alert and I allow guilt to drive me on the verge of insanity, so yes the further I stay away from toxic people and stuffs, the better it is for my health, education and the people around me. I am an a*****e magnet and have a heavy heart full of scars still oozing with black sludge which is why I have been permanently prescribed to medications as within a blink of an eye I can change from an affectionate, kind person to an extremely cold and hateful person. Sometimes I wish I could stop blaming others and let go of all the grudges....yeah right my ******** a**! I love cuddly toys and animals especially dogs and cats. My BFF are 2 American Pitbulls who are known by Coco and Jacky. I communicate well with animals than I do with humans. My favorite food are eggs, chocolates, ice-creams, milk and cookies. I also enjoy screamos and heavy metal bands as I have a hardcore side of me, my all time favorite bands are Black Veil Brides, MGMT, Eluveitie, Asking Alexandria, Pierce the Veil, Sadie, The Gazette, Falling in Reverse, Marilyn Manson, Evanescence, Nightwish, Nox Arcana, Adrian von Ziegler and many more. Lastly, I am here for fun as I love dress up games and pixels, not to mention meeting people from across the globe who share similar likes as that you have read about me I am sure you get a rough idea about the kind of person I am so my attitude and behavior towards you will completely be a reflection of your own behavior and treatment towards me. If you are nice to me, we get along nicely and everything's cool and if not then you can get the ******** OUT of my profile and life! Peace out! emotion_smilies/icon_yatta.gif