About


Profile WAS under construction, then I stopped.
Cause I kinda like the simplicity o.O


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Young woman well into her 20's
I'm actually a very kind, generous and friendly person,
but I seem to give off the opposite vibe :c
Don't be afraid please leave a comment ^.^
A Songstress I am, I also compose music and write lyrics.
Also I Model, Act and make ART! But singing and music are my passions.
Creative endeavors is how I express and share to the world! I'm good at what I do.
My friends here seem to be much better then ones I have (had) in RL
They are kind, generous and good people all around they mean much to me.
These friends are the ones that keep bringing me back here.
Through the many times I have had strong intentions to just leave.
As Gaia is not longer or even close to the place in the past I enjoyed.
If there are things on Gaia I enjoy it WAS zOMG. But now I stick with dress up.
I love to express myself through my avi! I try to enjoy the little pixels here.
Such as ones the represent me personally
OR are replicas it seems of things I actually possess!...but their billions :c
DANG MY TASTE!
Also enjoy PROFILE making!
I DO enjoy donating and helping others out. But, I say WHO and WHEN : ]
Curious about moi? Just ask away in comments! I love to get them! : D


My life is 楽
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Addicted to Otome ( ´͈ ॢꇴ `͈ॢ)・*♡
(¯Д¯;) I may need help ...
Adiiiiios



I'm IN and OUT here on Gaia.
Sometimes I go on long Hiatus's do to real life circumstances.
If I'm online then apparently I have a lil time on my hands,
and have decided to catch up with friends here.

私は本当にかわいいです!!



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Elder Scrolls

That is All.


Enjoys - Pixel Art, Flowers! Art, Languages, Cultures, Music, Ancient/History, Gardening, Astrology, Astronomy...ect.

I am all about the "Oneness" of all. Hearts Uniting as one.People Uniting Together, The Universal of Unconditional....Love, Acceptance, Awareness, Growth, Openness, Giving, Understanding...ect ^n^


Just remember, BEST therapy to boot. - Laughing/Smiling/Music
Worlds Dumbest, Top Gear UK, HEYx3, Gaki no Tsukai,
Gottsu ee Kanji (DOWNTOWN FTW!),
o( 0 )o HoHoHo




" If I am reborn, I will be by Your side.
You are the
Irreplaceable Flower "





I've been having these weird thoughts lately.
Like, is any of this for real. Or not?
(Everything is Surreal, Maybe I need more Sleep)




I've been searching for a man
All across Japan
Just to find, to find my samurai
Someone who is strong
But still a little shy
Yes I need, I need my samurai







Every day I live, how I wish to be free
Forced to live this life led by cruel reality
Everything I need is right here with you
Leave the world behind, that is all I want to do



I LUUUURVS these menz! ♡ლ(♛ε♛*ლ)






https://www.youtube.com/v/I8CXs0t4BZ4?autoplay=1

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~The Forgotten Pages~ Scatterd Petals and Falling Feathers


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Dimika_Gurl

Report | 01/28/2015 9:26 pm

Dimika_Gurl

Your profile is wonderful and the music is just amazing, so heavenly heart . Also, Thank you for your purchase and have an awesome night.
Chamaellia

Report | 01/27/2015 9:50 pm

Chamaellia

I know he is suffering, but for different reasons.
He isn't suffering because he misses me at all, he's in a bad place right now because he is in a course that he can't keep up with and thinks it isnt the path for him anymore.
He's lost and can't seem to find himself, and feels that he needs to go on a self fulfilling trip to find himself. He will be travelling either the states or whatever with what money he has left.
I do want whats best for him, I do want him to be happy.....I just still hope that in time he would consider me again, want me back in his life again.
Because I don't think I can live my life with out him. I really love him, and I know that I always will. That will never change. He will always be in my heart, no matter what.

I....wish I wasnt so selfish and needy....I try and try to make myself happy, better myself, and want whats best for myself and for him....
I just.....for some odd reason have hope which hurts me because I am afraid either way.....I really dont think I can live without him
Chamaellia

Report | 01/27/2015 6:25 pm

Chamaellia

Thanks Ally....

But I really dont think I can handle it right now.

Im doing all that I can to better myself, all that I can to try and make myself happy.
But I still cry. I still feel the pain. I am hurting everyday, and its not going away. I wish I never lost him, I wish I never lied to his face or did what I did. I know its in the past now, its a mistake to learn from.
But I still cant help but hate myself for what I did, the pain I caused for him. He see's us as a lost idea, a clouded memory because of the deceit and lies I caused. I really hate myself for doing that.
I never wanted him to see me that way, I never wanted to cause pain and yet I did. I ******** up, big time. And Im afraid Ally. Im very afraid for my future.
Im afraid of being left alone in the end, with no one by my side. Im afraid of being like my mother, alone in the end.
I so much wanted a family with Larry, I so much wanted to be with him. And yet I did what I did.....and I cant seem to forgive and forget for myself. I cant forget because it hurts me to know what I did.
I dont believe I'll ever have the feelings that I have for larry for another person. I really believed that he was my other half....
Chamaellia

Report | 01/27/2015 5:49 pm

Chamaellia

I didnt want to lose him though.....

But I had too...I cant seem to heal at all....

And now that hes gone, Im feeling even worse right now....I dont know when the pain will go away.....
Clasela

Report | 01/26/2015 11:23 pm

Clasela

Yes, I would still love to see it. I've been waiting forever.
Chamaellia

Report | 01/25/2015 9:27 pm

Chamaellia

Same.


I have one less friend that I truly loved......
Chamaellia

Report | 01/25/2015 8:32 pm

Chamaellia

Stressed.

You?
Chamaellia

Report | 01/25/2015 8:06 pm

Chamaellia

Hey Ally
Princess Bunilla

Report | 01/09/2015 10:05 pm

Princess Bunilla

That sounds wonderful!
Actually for the most part I am doing very well. My holiday was great too!
I just have caught a nasty flu and have been having to take a few days off
work which really makes me worried. I hate missing work and always worry
that they will get upset with me because of it, but the doctor says home until
the 12th at the earliest. sad
Princess Bunilla

Report | 01/09/2015 4:21 pm

Princess Bunilla

<3 emotion_hug
How are you doing?

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If I wish upon this night sky of stars
I want to meet you, now
I just want to say from faraway
"I love You"