I love this amazing girl. Her name is Julia. She means the world to me but i've lost her forever. I've hurt her many times and i'm sorry. I love you Julia. I always will.
Just felt like the world came crashing around me and I was trapped for eternity.
It is a horrible feeling to experience but hey you know, its life and everyone will feel it when the time comes for it.
But I just want math to come around in school, wish I had it first today, that way I could talk to Justin and get his input on what happened last night.
I know he can help me, but he will also try and get me to pray, even though I do he just doesn't know it.
But yea when I stopped replying I was in my bed staring up blankly at my ceiling until I passed out.
It was that or I grabbed a knife and stabbed myself so I chose the wiser one for me to do.
Not for you but for my friends that care for me.
And I just need to know if I should listen to him or not and talk to his friend.
Oh and I do not know if I will be online tonight, it is Final exam week so I am going to focus on only and just that till Friday.
Sorry that I put you through that last night...really didn't mean to I swear.
He called me and I stopped replying to everyone then he hung up and I went to my bed and laid down and he called again...
Sorry I haven't been on, or haven't been on very long.
There's a lot of stuff going on at school and in my life. My friends and family are really keeping me occupied. Last night, a lot of s**t went down. I had three panic attacks.
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I can spend time with Ella without Logan feeling bad. You'll have her back
sometime tomorrow or....In a year, maybe more.
Just felt like the world came crashing around me and I was trapped for eternity.
It is a horrible feeling to experience but hey you know, its life and everyone will feel it when the time comes for it.
But I just want math to come around in school, wish I had it first today, that way I could talk to Justin and get his input on what happened last night.
I know he can help me, but he will also try and get me to pray, even though I do he just doesn't know it.
But yea when I stopped replying I was in my bed staring up blankly at my ceiling until I passed out.
It was that or I grabbed a knife and stabbed myself so I chose the wiser one for me to do.
Not for you but for my friends that care for me.
And I just need to know if I should listen to him or not and talk to his friend.
Oh and I do not know if I will be online tonight, it is Final exam week so I am going to focus on only and just that till Friday.
Sorry that I put you through that last night...really didn't mean to I swear.
He called me and I stopped replying to everyone then he hung up and I went to my bed and laid down and he called again...
Then I stared up at the ceiling and spaced.....
I written enough, see you some time Kyle.
Love always,
Kat
There's a lot of stuff going on at school and in my life. My friends and family are really keeping me occupied. Last night, a lot of s**t went down. I had three panic attacks.
I'll try to get on more often.
Love you.