Curious About me?
I am a confusing and sometimes depressive person. But mostly I try to be happy and sweet. I have friends that love me and that I love and I find it hard when they are hurt. I will try everything to make a friend feel better. and I have a tendency to be a it clingy to my friends. I love them to death. Many of my friends that I'm really close to saved my life and I owe them everything. without them I would have ended my existence long ago.
They know who they are so I don't even have to mention them.
I love to read and write short stories, it is a way I can escape reality and be myself. along with my art. I love to draw and will randomly dish out art to friends and random strangers. I also sometimes open a small shop if I ever need gold.
My personality is like a light. I have good days where I am "on" and bad days where I am "off". The switch is my life. depending on what's happening in my life will determine my mood. Lately I have been off. thanks to some family issues and life just generally kicking me when I'm down.
Simplicity is a blessing that most people overlook. They prefer to have the complications in life. Many things disagree with me in life and I deal with them as the situation calls for it. there is no mistaking that I have troubles, worries, fears and hidden guilt. Just like everyone else in the world. My problems are my own unless you're a close friend I go to for advice.
Many people will treat you how they think you want to be treated till you are no longer useful to them. I have had this happen to me firsthand which has cause problems. I have been used and abused and I am not gonna take it anymore.
Life is about more than pleasing others, I know it will be hard but I am no longer going to be the "Yes ma'am" "no ma'am" girl everyone is used to. I am going to stand up for myself and speak my mind.
My friends are important, as previously stated, and I will defend them with my life. You mess with anyone I hold dear and you will regret it. I may not be able to physically hurt you, but I will ******** your life up so bad you'll wish you only had physical wounds. I know how to hurt people when pushed to my limits and I am not afraid to do it.
On a lighter note, I enjoy life, not life as most know it, But I enjoy MY life. I won't change it for anyone. Life is a blessing and though there were times I almost threw that gift away I will no longer stoop so low. I will live everyday as I want to. Be it working, playing, reading, writing, singing or dancing, My life is my own.
I tend to be a loner in real life unless I'm with one of my close friends. If I'm alone I am quiet and reserved. As I do not trust people. I am different people rolled into one. I am Shy, fearless, sad, happy, scared, brave, lonely, content, Complex, simple and many other things. You will never know how you'll find me.
Music is a therapy for me. it can determine my mood and even change it. It is something I can use to escape the outside world with. something that lets me express myself. I close my door turn on my music and dance how I want to. I listen to music everyday. Different songs hold different meanings for me.
If there is more you wanna know about me then you'll have to actually talk to me. As I said I am complex and tend to say one thing and be another. I'm not sure how it works aside from the fact that I'm not always the way I said I am. I change as all people do.
One: I'm Unsocial Dreamer.
Two: I am a girl in real life.
Three: I love to Role Play.
Four: I am short and clumsy.
Five: I have brown hair and eyes
Six: I'm clingy if you're important to me.
Seven: I love the smell of strawberries.
Eight: If you hurt me, my friends will get you.
Nine: If you hurt my friends, I will get you.
Ten: I love all the Tim Burton movies.
Eleven: you can tell my mood by what music i'm listening to at the time.
Twelve: I'm sick a lot.
Thirteen: My lucky number.
Fourteen: I like Strawberry Shortcake
Fifteen: I am an Art Whore
Sixteen: I love music.
Seventeen: My favorite author is Edgar Allan Poe.
Eighteen: Dr. Pepper is the best soda ever
Nineteen: I love Italian food.
Twenty: What I want most for my birthday is to have all my friends together.
Twenty-One: Figi water is the best water
Twenty-Two: I'm sick of being alone most of the time.
Twenty-Three: I'm clingy to those important to me.
Twenty-Four: If I do end up loving you, please try not to hurt me.
Twenty-Five: If I say things that offend you let me know, I may want to do it again later.
Twenty-Six: I'm almost always on Gaia
Twenty-Seven: I hate Math.
Twenty-Eight: You Just Lost The Game!!
Twenty-Nine: I love Roast Beef sandwiches
Thirty: Black lights make me happy
Thirty-One: I laugh randomly
Thirty-Two: I'm the Aunt of Five kids
Thirty-Three: I hate kids
Thirty-Four: Are you still reading this?
Thirty-Five: My RPC's are my babies
Thirty-Six: Latin est strenue
Thirty-Seven: I want to learn many different languages
Thirty-Eight: Don't you wish your girlfriend was HOT like me?
Thirty-Nine: I have a low self-esteem
Forty: Did I spell that right?
Forty-One: If I followed you home, would you keep me?
Forty-Two: I'm a Mommie's Girl
Forty-Three: I have times where I can't stop crying.
Forty-Four: My dad is one of my Heroes.
Forty-Five: My real life sis has a Gaia account. Be nice to her.
Forty-Six: I love some kinds of food.
Forty-Seven: I hate some kinds of food.
Forty-Eight: I may seem cute and small, but don't think I am always sweet and kind.
Forty-Nine: My temper is why my friends in RL call me "Wrath"
Fifty: Rawr, I om nom you!!
Fifty-One: On November 3, 2009 I was forced to release my Nana's ashes out into the Ocean.
Fifty-Two: Did you really read all that?
Fifty-Three: I love Purple
Fifty-Four: I hate brustlesprouts