About



I'm a nut job, a sarcastic, manipulative, [[loving]] human being.
I'll laugh when you're crying; and talk over what ever it is you're trying to say. I'm opinionated like no one you've ever met before, count on me to tell you the bad,
and the worse. (i tend to 'forget' to mention the brighter things in life) I keep that happiness for myself.
My mind is like a ******** warehouse, Constantly storing, remembering, thinking.
The only thing i cant remember is the last time my mind was quiet.

Ill tell you one thing, But mean another. Im a liar, A pretender, an egotistical homo sapien based on half-truths.
The only pity I feel is for animals without love.
I have flaws, I get depressed, I feel self conscious, Im normal.
I want to be something, I will do extraordinary things.
I have dreams, ambitions. Things that I will constantly push away until the very last minute; procrastination-
my best flaw.
I've got addictions, distractions, monstrous frustrations. Things will never go my way. My luck is out numbered.
And despite this rather gruesome description of myself, I find that I am happy. I have someone to lean on, someone to distract my overworking mind. Someone who really brings out the me in me. Our love is unconditional, no matter how irrational my logic is.

The difference between you and i, is that I'm able to see the mistakes, the screw ups, the tension within myself.
And hey; Im content with knowing that I'm at least that little bit Better than you.

"I know I contradict myself, and yet I know you want to hear more."


I want to be in this moment.
With the sun grazing my face,
and the water glistening on my skin.

I want to share this moment,
to see the sun grazing your face,
and the water glistening on your skin.

I want to hear the waves crash
and scream from the cold,
lay on the beach and tell stories that are old.

I want to see the waves crash
and hear you scream from the cold,
and lay next to me sharing stories that are old.

I want to be in this moment.
I want to be in this moment.
I want to be in this moment.

Until then, I'll hold.







Comments

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Project Light

Report | 05/07/2012 6:32 pm

Project Light

cool avi
A_burningFarewell

Report | 05/07/2012 1:57 am

A_burningFarewell

i was here.
*leaves lots of flowers here*
The Cannabis King

Report | 05/03/2012 9:29 pm

The Cannabis King

Whaaaaaaat crying
-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Report | 05/02/2012 8:01 am

-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Well we are in the process of getting back together just taking it slow.
I know you probably thinking how can you take it slow with a baby? ha
he is a good guy just we have our diffrences.
She is cute as all hell. She is on my profile giving teh thumbs up.
-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Report | 04/30/2012 6:53 pm

-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

I am pretty good as well. Had a baby girl. She is wonderful of course because of me D;
hah.
Still with the guy who I had her with. Going on 6 years. Off and on though.

Its okay, My grandfather died too..in November so I know how you feel.

Congrats on your one year, love.
-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Report | 04/30/2012 6:37 pm

-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Gosh, it been wayyyy too long. D:

How are you?
-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

Report | 04/30/2012 10:04 am

-Cheefa_the_Reefa-

ninja
The Cannabis King

Report | 04/29/2012 5:53 pm

The Cannabis King

Hey stranger. Long time 3nodding
Serika the Vampire

Report | 02/20/2012 8:03 pm

Serika the Vampire

Thank you fo the donation whee
AstralBlue

Report | 02/20/2012 7:51 pm

AstralBlue

Your face . . . left me in aww

That is all =)!
Cheers:
Rain!

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