About
Well as a start I will tell not who I am, but how I have lived my life.The first thing to know about me is that I know what it's like to be lonely and to have nothing and I know what it's like to have everything, but also what it's like to lose everything.
I decided to add more and what I say isn't easy for some.
I put all my cards on the table, even if they're the worst hand ever.
I have tried to commit the ultimate sin against oneself, suicide.
Four times. I bare the scars of my failures. I had a tough life and I'm very normal, I'm not a killer, rapist, criminal, I don't drink ever, or do drugs.
I managed by myself to save myself. No one was there for me. No friends, family, girlfriends. My parents split and I didn't know where my mom was for eight years. I was fourteen when she left. I often wondered and still to this day why god punishes me. I have walked down the darkest roads life has to offer and I still continue, waiting for the darkness to be lifted. I don't know if this dark cloud will go away, but I hope with all my heart it does.... it will or I will simple die with it there, raining on my coffin.
I chose this name The Infamous Outlaw Vash because he was always accused of destroying so many things and causing so much trouble and I identify with this because I myself am a Humanoid Typhoon in a sense that I leave a lot of people hurt where ever I go.
I never hurt anyone on purpose, but because I've traveled down the darkest roads and experienced almost all of the hell earth has to offer. I changed and learned, sometimes not in good ways. I've always had to deal with the evils of the world and not very often did I see the good. No one will understand and that isn't because I'm being emo, they will understand the situation, but everyone feels pain differently when it's all happening.
Anyways... enough of the gloom and doom.
I'm actually a pretty fun guy and laid back. I'm only lazy when I want to be and I'm pretty active. I enjoy musics of all kinds, besides country, I've tried, but I don't get it at all. I am a gamer. I play all kinds of games. I'm mostly and x box live player, though, team games and co-op games I love. I'll scream when I play anything scary (Dead Space) Can't wait for Dead Space 2.
Issac Clarke takes control of his own fate this time, baby!
WOOT WOOT!
I'm into Final Fantasy and such and movies!
I love movies of all kinds. Horror, Action, Rom-Com, Si-fi, Thriller, anything at all.
I like to day dream, it keeps me sane.... I like shooting pool and bowling, hell yeah. I throw all gutters, mostly, but I still have fun. Swimming and jogging. I want to try mountain climbing. I love anime, a lot of anime actually, but I'm to tired to keep typing things so this will do for now.
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It seems we have quite a few things in common like bowling, anime watching, final fantasy loving.
I also like how it seems you don't give up, & you should know suicide is never a good answer.
I'd like to become friends with you Issac. :]
I find it funny that I just finished watching my Trigun DVD's, & then I stumbled upon you.
I absolutley adore Vash. heart