Dude.. You should totally ******** comment me. :D SO much easier then messages.

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undescribable-happiness Report | 12/30/2011 4:57 pm

emotion_facepalm Through my pain in fear, the world went away.. emotion_bandaid but you are here gaia_diamond . After everything we paid the cost and for you i will bear the cross.
No matter where i've been with you, is the only home i have! smile , Through everyday .. i will love you, and one day we'll say "I Do" because without your heart, i fall apart. and drift away back to my quiet place.

I Love you. and i miss you.. very much! Have a Funtastic birthday my sweet 17 heart

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/19/2011 6:14 pm

well if you want to put it that way...

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/18/2011 1:40 pm

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undescribable-happiness Report | 12/18/2011 1:24 pm

i dont want to delete you. that would be messed up. good luck with your meds. im just taking a healthy brain vitamin thingy that seems to not be doing anything but oh well.
i wish you would have called me and not tyler. because now it seems tyler has taking a liking to you........
ive still have had no dreams. theyve been taken away by stress and.. every time im in a pissed off mood my dad says "its because of sarah" and him saying that makes me even more pissed off. -.- well i went to church today and it was hella great biggrin but theres still that girl in mt vernon missing in my life.. sad if i could put myself in a box and ship it to you. then you can open me up on the 25th. but yeah thats if there is a god crying lol

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/12/2011 6:40 pm

I was hanging out with jessica on saturday and we kinda got in touch.. me and her will be dating but i really dont think its going to lead much to anywhere considering when im with her, i see you x_x its hard to start over. but i think this will be good for me. i dont think ill be doing job corps but i will be trying to get a job too. that song I Miss you (blink 182) replays over and over in my head bringing back old memories of us and it makes me proud i can relive them!although i havent been happy.. as much but when im with you its like im flying sky high, but when im with jessica its like im in 7th grade all over again lol xD ill be saving some money and going to get as many work opportunitys as possible to put torwards the china foundation razz i hope you dont feel heartbroken. because i did :/ my dad is probably going to read this too.. haha...... but i hope your doing well and are happy with your baby and let me know how the doctor visit goes. i had an MRI to check for brain damage and everything seems to be in order. i stopped seeing chasing shadows and scary figures but something tells me life just isnt right. down here that is. well farewell princess. your prince will arive someday sweatdrop

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/06/2011 1:38 pm

i know. and damn! i forgot about that facebood app! Fuuuuckk'
im so pissed about that.dammit!!!!!!!!! my dad saw all that extra s**t too now. well i removed the stupid app now. but Effing A thats some stupid s**t that i did -.-
and im sorry about that. well.. im sending an app today into jobcore. and btw i really like that song dont say goodbye by skillet. smile made me happy btw did you get pictures of the baby girl? btw i got netflix. we should watch an anime serious again biggrin so far im on episode 5 of elfen lied and its getting boring again :/ let me know if you find something good ! i believe i saw you say you were watching chobits razz

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/04/2011 5:11 pm

My dads getting on my case about talking to you... sad he knows when im lying so im really sorry but i must not talk to you for awhile sad hope you the best (ill still read your msg's ) but this may be the last comment back to you for awhile... Farewell.. maybe tomorrow ill send a better message than this xD

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/03/2011 10:31 am

awesome! smile how are you holding up? you eating organically and looking up a bunch of pregnant stuffs? sweatdrop

U-cant-see-the-real-me Report | 12/01/2011 7:29 pm

i was afraid this was going to happen, not seeing you at all. and it hurts to know wishes and prayers don't come true, but Kody.. do what you have to do and i will support you and try my hardest not screw up.. even though goodbyes kill i think it hurts you too and i want you to take that heart i made you wherever you go. and please, even if i'm mad or upset and no matter what comes out of my ugly mouth.. I will always Love YOU. And i guess if i have be on my own to raise him or her, (which i'll let you know tomorrow!!!!! aka friday) then i will wait for you, if you let me know that you want to come back. (from jobcorps) or whatever you may do.I'm so sorry for all the trouble i have caused you. farewell, for i may not be on for while.
P.S. I Love You, more then you will ever know..

undescribable-happiness Report | 12/01/2011 6:02 pm

i need you too. i have nothing much to do but by monday ill be done with the doctors, and by tuesday ill know if im going to jobcore or not
i miss you very much and you have no idea how much i want to see you. i seriously wish i could do something but every time i bring "this" relationship in the business my dad flips a b***h, its like he doesnt want to believe any of it. DSHS isnt going to cover my medicals and oh let me know if its a boy or a girl smile . ill do my best on getting us to see eachother again but i dont think it will be anytime soon. my parents need time with their thoughts and i need to get all my s**t together as well. this world really doesnt have anything to offer me which is why i chose jobcore and if i do it. i may get my deploma, and all sorts of things. but i wont be going next week or anything ill just be sending in an application.
i wish i could just go live with you guys and get a job but i already know it wont be that easy. my family is helping support me as well. in 2 months ill have a clear answer of what might happen. in 6 ill know the living situations. but my dad said he could get a court order for me to stay home x_x thats if i need meds so im staying off everything and keeping a clear head on all situations. but its SOO Lonely. i miss your touch, your smell. your LIPS redface