Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.
Think for yourself.
I am a Pink Floyd fan, and one of my biggest inspirations is Syd Barret. Though, Floyd is by no means the only band I appreciate. Some of my other favorites are Tool, Queen, Grateful Dead, Jimi Hendrix, Jefferson Airplane, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Ozzy Osbourn, Iron Maiden, The Beatles, Coheed and Cambria, As Tall as Lions, Modest Mouse, The Antlers, Fleet Foxes, Queens of the Stone Age, The Killers, Grizzly Bear, My Chemical Romance, Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, The Paper Kites, Mumford and Sons, Ratatat, Mars Volta, Puscifer, Grizzly Bear, Foals, MGMT, M83, Cage the Elephant, The Mountain Goats, Apples in Stereo, Deftones, Shpongle, Totally Enormous Extinct Dinosaurs, Infected Mushroom, Deadmau5, Radiohead, My Mourning Jacket, and the list goes on and on.
Sex: Genderfluid / MtF Trans / Something Confusing
D.O.B.: Oct 3rd, 1992
Ht/Wt: 5'7" / 108lbs
Hobbies: Computer Gaming (STEAM:chaosocks) Music, Drawing, Singing, Writing, Yu-Gi-Oh, Working on Computers, Theoretical Physics(not kidding)
Orientation: Indiscriminate / Omnisexual
Info: I'm tend to be a submissive person, but I can be incredibly dominate should I feel like it. I have a female mentality, and thus don't get along well with most girly girls or highly feminine guys. I prefer to be treated like/refer to as a girl most of the time.(Even if I am dating a girl) I can be jealous, but I'm smart enough to know when it goes from being cute to infuriating. I really like intelligent conversation, I can talk up a storm and most of it can be pretty hard to understand if you aren't the sharpest tool in the shed. I am fascinated by space, and how the universe works, and how God ties into it all. I am not a religious person AT ALL, but I am a spiritual person. It actually makes me pretty angry for someone to claim any human knows what God 'wants'. Religion as a whole is foolish in my opinion, but spirituality is very important to maintain your sanity in this confusing world. I also try to stick to natural things as much as possible, and I try to live a very minimalistic lifestyle, though I only live by one 'rule', and that is:
"Be open minded, question authority, think for yourself."
My greatest inspirations are The Buddha, Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Carl Jung, Terence McKenna, Syd Barrett, Bill Hicks, Carl Sagan, Steven Hawking, and Maynard James Keenan, in no particular order.
Ask for my name reeeaally nice, and I just might tell you!
""The world is like a ride at an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round; it has thrills and chills and it's very brightly colored and it's very loud and it's fun... for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, and they say, "Hey - don't worry, don't be afraid -EVER- because, this is just a ride." And we... KILL those people HAHAHA! "Shut him up! We have a lot invested in this ride - SHUT HIM UP!! Look at my furrows of worry! Look at my big bank account, and my family! This just HAS to be real!"... But it's just a ride. And we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok? Jesus - murdered; Martin Luther King - murdered; Malcolm X - murdered; Gandhi - murdered; John Lennon - murdered; Reagan... wounded HAHA! But it doesn't matter because: It's just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings of money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one. Here's what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride: Take all that money that we spend on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, NOT ONE HUMAN BEING EXCLUDED, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace."" - Bill Hicks
"'Hicks, how come you're not working.' I'd go, 'There's nothing to do.' 'Well, you pretend like you're working.' 'Well, why don't you pretend I'm working? Yeah, you get paid more than me, you fantasise. Pretend I'm mopping. Knock yourself out. I'll pretend they're buying stuff; we can close up. I'm the boss now, you're fired. How's that? I'm on a ******** roll. We're all millionaires and you're d**k. I'm pretending s**t, I'm wacky, I can't be stopped.'
...I don't know if I have the right attitude for the workplace." - Bill Hicks
"I loved when Bush came out and said, "We are losing the war against drugs." You know what that implies? There's a war being fought, and the people on drugs are winning it." - Bill Hicks
"It's all about money, not freedom, ya'll, okay? Nothing to do with ********' freedom. If you think you're free, try going somewhere without ******** money, okay?" - Bill Hicks
“They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do just as well — you just realize that it's not worth the ******** effort. There is a difference.” - Bill Hicks
“Here is my final point...About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography...What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, or take into my body as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet? And for those who are having a little moral dilemma in your head about how to answer that question, I'll answer it for you. NONE of your ******** business. Take that to the bank, cash it, and go ******** on a vacation out of my life.” - Bill Hicks
“I never got along with my dad. Kids used to come up to me and say, "My dad can beat up your dad." I'd say Yeah? When?” - Bill Hicks
“We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.” - Bill Hicks
“If you want to understand a society, take a good look at the drugs it uses. And what can this tell you about American culture? Well, look at the drugs we use. Except for pharmaceutical poison, there are essentially only two drugs that Western civilization tolerates: Caffeine from Monday to Friday to energize you enough to make you a productive member of society, and alcohol from Friday to Monday to keep you too stupid to figure out the prison that you are living in.” - Bill Hicks
"I think it's interesting the two drugs that are legal - alcohol and cigarettes, two drugs that do absolutely nothing for you at all - are legal, and the drugs that might open your mind up to realize how you're being ******** every day of your life? Those drugs are against the law. Coincidence? See, I'm glad mushrooms are against the law, cos I took 'em one time, you know what happened to me? I laid in a field of green grass for four hours, going, 'My God, I love everything.' Yeah, now if that isn't a hazard to our countries...How are we gonna justify arms dealing if we know we're all one?" - Bill Hicks
“Folks, it's time to evolve. That's why we're troubled. You know why our institutions are failing us, the church, the state, everything's failing? It's because, um – they're no longer relevant. We're supposed to keep evolving. Evolution did not end with us growing opposable thumbs. You do know that, right?” - Bill Hicks
“I smoke to fill the potholes in my soul” - Bill Hicks
“I'm tired of this back-slappin' "isn't humanity neat" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes.” - Bill Hicks
“Wouldn't you like to see a positive LSD story on the news? To base your decision on information rather than scare tactics and superstition? Perhaps? Wouldn't that be interesting? Just for once?
"Today, a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration – that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we're the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather..."” - Bill Hicks
“I can't watch TV longer than five minutes without praying for nuclear holocaust.” - Bill Hicks
“I'm sorry if any of you are catholic. I'm not sorry if you're offended, I'm actually just sorry by the fact that you're catholic” - Bill Hicks
“This is the material, by the way, that has kept me virtually anonymous in America for the past 15 years. Gee, I wonder why we're hated the world over? Look at these fat Americans in the front row - 'Why doesn't he just hit fruit with a hammer?' Folks, I could have done that, walked around being a millionaire and franchising myself but no, I had to have this weird thing about trying to illuminate the collective unconscious and help humanity. ******** moron.” - Bill Hicks
“You see, I think drugs have done some good things for us. I really do. And if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor. Go home tonight. Take all your albums, all your tapes and all your CDs and burn them. 'Cause you know what, the musicians that made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years were rrrrrrrrreeal ******** high on drugs. The Beatles were so ******** high they let Ringo sing a few tunes.” - Bill Hicks
“Go back to bed, America. Your government has figured out how it all transpired. Go back to bed, America. Your government is in control again. Here. Here's American Gladiators. Watch this, shut up. Go back to bed, America. Here is American Gladiators. Here is 56 channels of it! Watch these pituitary retards bang their ******** skulls together and congratulate you on living in the land of freedom. Here you go, America! You are free to do what we tell you! You are free to do what we tell you!” - Bill Hicks
“Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.” - Bill Hicks
"The greatest enemy to knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge" - Stephen Hawking
"I think psychedelics play a major part in what we do, but having said that, I feel that if somebody's going to experiment with those things they really need to educate themselves about them. People just taking the chemicals and diving in without having any kind of preparation about what they're about to experience tend to have no frame of reference, so they're missing everything flying by and all these new perspectives. It's just a waste. They reach a little bit of spiritual enlightenment, but they end up going, 'Well, now I need that drug to get back there again.' The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug." - Maynard James Keenan
“We have to create culture, don't watch TV, don't read magazines, don't even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time where you are now is the most immediate sector of your universe, and if you're worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, then you are disempowered, you're giving it all away to icons, icons which are maintained by an electronic media so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is s**t-brained, this kind of thinking. That is all cultural diversion, and what is real is you and your friends and your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, your fears. And we are told 'no', we're unimportant, we're peripheral. 'Get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a that.' And then you're a player, you don't want to even play in that game. You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that's being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.” - Terence McKenna
“If the words 'life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness' don't include the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the Declaration of Independence isn't worth the hemp it was written on.” - Terence McKenna
“You have to take seriously the notion that understanding the universe is your responsibility, because the only understanding of the universe that will be useful to you is your own understanding.” - Terence McKenna
“Nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering its a feather bed.” - Terence McKenna
“Right here and now, one quanta away, there is raging a universe of active intelligence that is transhuman, hyperdimensional, and extremely alien... What is driving religious feeling today is a wish for contact with this other universe.” - Terence McKenna
“You are a divine being. You matter, you count. You come from realms of unimaginable power and light, and you will return to those realms.” - Terence McKenna
“Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.” - Terence McKenna
"There is a transcendental dimension beyond language... It's just hard as hell to talk about!" - Terence McKenna
""The problem is we have to transcend cultural languages and fall into a phase with the communication systems that nature has placed all around us."
- Terence McKenna" - Terence McKenna
"I think ideology is toxic, all ideology. It’s not that there are good ones and bad ones. All ideology is toxic, because ideology is a kind of insult to the gift of human free thinking." - Terence McKenna
“Nobody is smarter than you are. And what if they are? What good is their understanding doing you?” - Terence McKenna
“My technique is don’t believe anything. If you believe in something, you are automatically precluded from believing its opposite.” - Terence McKenna
"LSD burst over the dreary domain of the constipated bourgeoisie like the angelic herald of a new psychedelic millennium. LSD demonstrated, even to skeptics, that the mansions of heaven and gardens of paradise lie within each and all of us." - Terence McKenna
"If nothing lasts, then the conclusion is that the felt presence of immediate experience must be what life is for." - Terence McKenna
"There is a great discovery which our culture is deliberately designed to suppress, distort and ignore: Nature is some kind of minded entity." - Terence McKenna
"The world is one thing, and it’s a living thing. It’s a thing with an intent and a spirit within it." - Terence McKenna
“I think the entire message of the psychedelic experience is that nature seeks to communicate.” - Terence McKenna
"Alchemy is really the secret tradition of the redemption of spirit from matter." - Terence McKenna
"The universe seems to be evolving toward greater connection-- the only end is the moment when every point is connected to every point." - Terence McKenna
"Culture is some kind of a collective hallucination. It’s infantile. It’s an epistemological cartoon, and it’s breaking down." - Terence McKenna
"Belief is a toxic and dangerous attitude toward reality. After all, if it's there it doesn't require your belief- and if it's not there why should you believe in it?" - Terence McKenna
"You are some kind of a mystery suspended between two eternities. And in that moment, when a mind looks out at a world and asks the question, ‘What is it?’ In that moment art can be created." - Terence McKenna
"We are closing distance with the most profound event a planetary ecology can encounter: The freeing of life from the dark chrysalis of matter" - Terence McKenna
"Some kind of dialogue is now going on between individual human beings and the sum total of human knowledge and nothing can stop it." - Terence McKenna
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