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People often call me either "Soul" or "Tes". I've grown accustomed to Tes and sort of prefer it, but I'm not going to complain if you call me something else.

I like to debate, but I often lose interest when it resorts to name calling, attacks, and insults. For me, debate is an exercise for the mind, done for the purpose of sharpening up thinking and understanding. But even more than that, I do it for enjoyment.

I also have the tendency to make people very angry, but not always intentionally. There just seems to be some quality about me that some cannot stand, even if I am trying to be polite.

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Thoughts and ideas that came to me that I decided to put down somewhere instead of just keep to myself.


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PulchraVita

Report | 03/19/2017 11:21 am

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Wow I have such a big response for observations I've made with myself and depression in regards to doing what I want and wondering if you feel similar, why is using Gaia on mobile so shitty I don't want to type it lol
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Report | 03/17/2017 7:55 am

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heart heart heart I know I've asked you before but I can't remember, is there any other website you hang out on? Or is gaia still your main social website?
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Report | 02/01/2017 1:39 pm

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Happy birthday, smurf! 4laugh if it really even is your birthday ninja
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Report | 01/23/2017 10:49 pm

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Did your partner actually buy you baking stuff?? That's so sweet of them!

And exactly!!!!!! Aside from wanting to draw a comic (I'm not really confident/versed in story telling) I'm in the exact same boat. I THINK I remember you asking me why I redraw the same thing over and over again, like I'd reline the whole drawing on another layer, only to 50% opacity and redraw it again. Productive artists crank out art. I remember following someone with mediocre art (it still looked nice) but despite technical errors ( that's what youd call them right?) they'd still post the art as a finished piece because that was their ability. And they've improved SO much now..its kinda like wow... if only I could finish pieces and walk away from them, i'd be a lot better. But because I get stuck on one drawing I don't really get a lot of experience regardless on how much I'm learning with the one piece correcting things. Like I'd learn better by drawing 10 hands, than trying 10 times at getting this one hand pose as correct as possible. The advice to get better is so simple - to draw more. But I guess insecurity, depression, perfectionism, and having a job and a S/O don't really allow that. :/

It sucks that I can't teach myself because I'd save money, but I'm really not disciplined in almost any manner. I think going to school for drawing has been proven a waste of money for so many people, however I think alotting that time to specifically study drawing by obligation ($$) is really the only thing that will help me. Otherwise I'd spend all free time trying to de-stress/relax with temporary relief via videogames and movies.
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Report | 12/19/2016 10:49 pm

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you LIKE lemon flavor? eek i think i mightve when I was young, sour flavors and lemon and all
but now that im older i just dont care for it. I dont like candy much (chocolate is diff lol) so if im gonna to eat candy id rather it be sweet. preferably PEACH flavor emotion_kirakira emotion_drool
sour cupcakes.....never in my life have i had one of those XD i was watching cupcake wars though the other day and someone made a jalapeno cheese bagel flavor cupcake and im like wtf...
but a cupcake doesnt have to be sweet..its just a different type of bread i guess xD so its opened my mind! However i still dont want any sour cupcakes emotion_yatta

I really want to start taking my art seriously i just have no idea how. I really want to start it now though. I want the classes, i want the work space, the references and learning tools. tips. the school environment to MAKE me do it :p
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Report | 11/16/2016 5:44 pm

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you totes have to go to the store and get some pink icing xD I had that pink lemonade cake/icing too!!! it was way too strong for me. and i dont particularly care for strawberry icing either so bleh
pink is so good, youll just have to color your own
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Report | 10/27/2016 7:01 pm

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its like christmas almost every week rofl
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Report | 10/23/2016 4:16 pm

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One grinch's trash is another wonderful person's 200+ billion inventory worth rofl
Still no internet actually, only able to use it at bfs house emotion_facepalm
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Report | 09/27/2016 5:00 pm

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The gift goblin visited me emotion_kirakira
Tell him thank you for me, i love the stench redface


Havent had internet for a month crying
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Report | 06/26/2016 5:43 pm

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ive never heard of everquest! but i have heard of ffxiv lol ive never played it but my friend has. it really sucked him in. it sucks that it costs money to bring your characters to another server, but im surprised they even have that option! So thats pretty cool. I used to try a lot of mmos when i was young, but i dont have the computer for it anymore, mine's an old old man computer now. mmos are too much work for me tho, after hitting level cap and doing everything/quest (not that i EVER have hahahaha) i dont understand how people want to create a whole new character and do it over again. like ive had it explained to me and so i get it, i just dont FEEL it. ive never felt it. So i want to say i dont get it, but i GET it, i just dont..GET IT. aha but its cool you're playing with your SO! Me and mine try to find games to play together and a lot of console games we wanna play aren't local coop. most of the local coop games are older and i have a hard time keeping interested. they'll be fun when i play them, but when im not playing them id rather do whatever else.

workmans comp ******** me over and decided not to pay me for the month of work i missed. also they said screw your medical bills, so its been tough trying to get everything together. still trying other avenues and what not. even though they said theyd pay the medical -_-.
on the other hand, ive found a way to do lineart on my current piece that's making me pick it up again and try to finish it! idk everything in your last message and im having a hard time wanting to reread it lol so ill probably reply to the rest of it in the next one x_x i wish giving comments could display the one you're replying to.

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