The Way To A Person's Heart Is Not Through Their About Me
I exist, and this is the state in which I exist.
As some of you may know, I took quite a break from Gaia for quite awhile. The girl who thought she was a woman is finally a woman now. She is a mother, and a lover- and many things aside, behind, and tucked away in the parenthetical. She has learned from her past mistakes. She has moved on. She has left behind mostly everything and everyone she ever thought she couldn't live without- except a few.
Those few things, those few people, are the most precious aspects of my life. They're the only things I can't capture in my writing, the only things I can't immortalize- because they are ever changing, ever growing, ever flowing down the rapids of time. They are mortal. The most precious things in my life all suffer from mortality, and that makes me cherish them all the more.
I am more passionate about, more determined to keep, and more in love with these things because they will all be lost some day. I could never have such strong feelings for the little things in life if they were immortal, if they never died or vanished. I have learned to treat each moment in my life as if I will never live it again. I have learned to love, to be in love, and to communicate that love.
And I have learned to be a better friend for those who will be better friends to me. If you would like to be a part of me, if you would like to cruise through my mind and maybe land on my heart, you're more than welcome to send me a friend request or a PM. But I assure you that the voyage will be long and hard, and you shouldn't be surprised if you fall short of my standards.
I am transcending into a state in which I can not describe, and it is beautiful. I can show you the heart of my mind, and I can guide you to that light, but I can not make you drink from it- for I am not your savior. You must learn to save yourself, in your own time, in your own way.
Sincerely Yours, Truly