Location: in front of my computer....duh! either that or on my bed drawing,reading or something. maybe with me
ok...nobody took the test so i'm cutting it down to now.
here are the answers to the questions.
2)i'm really a girl.
3)i'm 13 going to be 14 in july.
4)b-day is july 9th.
5)my fav animal is a horse.
6)i have a bf right now.
7)i have 2 fav colors...black is #1 and#2 is orange.
8.) i'm 5'7"-5'8".
9)i have multiple fav's for manga but narotu is the best.
10)yes i have sibilings.
11)there are 3.
12)i'm the youngest.
13)i only have 1 parent.
16)fruit is my fav food group.
17)i'm currently writing 4 stories.
18.)i wear lost of dark colors and a sweatshirt no matter the weather.
19)i wear wrist bands...lots of them.
20)i enjoy seeing pain of others....i'm evil.
You are "Atwa" by System of a Down. You were a happy person, thinking you were loved, when in fact you were the opposite. Now, you can't find happiness again. Being unloved is not your thing, and you are now like a zombie, just walking around without a purpose. A living dead..
"Floating as a ghost through events, forever unnoticed"
You are someone who is very lonely in life and feel like no one ever notice you. Due to this you lack in confidence in yourself and also have little belief anything you do matters. Therefor you are passive to most situations and let other people take care of it, while you stand aside. When you have a problem you keep it to yourself, thinking no one will care anyway if you told them. In social gatherings you feel anxious and out-of-place and like to stay away. When you see someone having a problem you don't really meddle, not because you don't care but because you think they wouldn't want to have you around. A way you could get noticed is through the Internet, where you can open up more than you do in real life.
Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you have to live this horrible life the gods are laughing at you. The whole meaning with life, according to you, is simply to die. But you have not become this way just like that, you have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt by people who meant alot to you in your past. To you, life is not even bittersweet.
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be seen when a person has "fallen". Only then one can tell how they will handle it. Just don't make others fall so you can know who they really are. You on the other hand may be a very quick recoverer and don't let people bring you down. You are your own, and you're find with that. Emotional issues is something you handle rather nicely.
Your connection with darkness is through your hate. It's burning from the inside and you feel it strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss, students in school/work, family etc. Well, you feel like the world and everyone in it hates you, so you hate it and everyone back. It's the simple solution, albeit narrowminded. You probaly don't like changes, since nothing good ever comes out of them. Though your hate have grown large, you can still have a soft spot in your heart for some. You're most certainly not numb; your problem lies in that you feel too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?
Your soul is broken. You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have. The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.