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ChintersWill Report | 01/14/2013 5:14 am

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dark pillow Report | 12/02/2012 8:45 am

Nah, that's fine. xD Do you think it might be because of the colors? They're kinda gushy and dirty after all... :/ Not girly. xD Though they are supposed to be that way. razz

dark pillow Report | 12/02/2012 7:19 am

Manly? How so? Is it because she has broad shoulders? Because if that's what you think then you're wrong, it's actually her head being small. And her head is small because heads are small. xD I usually draw them too big. This time I used a reference for the pose/body, so I know it's correct. Manly... That's the last thing I'd expect! xD We must have a different view on what girls look like.

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 7:22 pm

Hmmm... If it's in the summer I kinda get depressed when I see that it's getting bright outside if I'm staying up late. But other than that I don't feel lonely at night. xD Though I very often feel scared of the windows... >o> I can't stay up late if the curtains are open. :I In your case I think it was a little different, I would also feel sad and lonely if I tried to get to be with people, but they never could. I get why you'd feel unwanted then. D: In my case it's different, since I'm not trying or expecting anyone to be with me. xD I've found that now that I live alone I might be too happy, I always smile at people I don't know, and if they look at me I almost start laughing! xD Because... Somehow I find it funny. It's weird, one would think I would become lonely living alone, but I'm more happy now than before I moved. biggrin But the reason might be not be the fact that I'm alone... :/ I am also enjoying school alot, and I can eat almost whatever I want, there's no drama, I don't get into arguments, I don't have people around me having high expectations of me, no nagging parents...

Well, my drawings never turn out like I had imagined them in my head. xD The result might be completely different from what I imagined, but sometimes that's good? ^u^ I'm going to stop drawing for tonight... I'll continue tomorrow. :3 Here's a WIP, if you're interested. :3 And a close-up. ^u^ Critique and advice is very welcome if you have any. >u>

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 5:56 pm

You mean when I stay up late? Or just in general? In the beginning when I moved for myself I did feel a little weird when I didn't talk to anyone all day (used to living with my family, which is 7 other people), but now I've gotten used to living alone, and not talking to people so much. In fact I rarely talk to people at all (except from in school) because I'm a very silent person. I've gotten unused to my name, so even if people call me it takes some time for me to react if I wasn't already aware they were talking to me. xD It sounds a little sad and lonely that I talk that little with people, but I'm very happy living alone. :3

Yup... I know that feeling. When you just want to give up. The thing is, I can't give up that easily. If I see something I could fix I can't resist not fixing it. xD But sometimes it doesn't matter how many times you fix it, it just doesn't come out right! D: And that feeling sucks. At times like that getting help from someone else or from references is good. :3

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 4:48 pm

It's not much to understand really? >o> I simply feel more awake at night. Just like many people feel more awake if it's bright outside. xD I've always been a night owl, I can't even imagine what it's like to be a early morning bird. razz Pew, I'm working on a difficult drawing right now... =u=; It takes alot of time. I worked on this drawing yesterday and the day before yesterday too. :I

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 3:55 pm

I don't think it would be that hard actually... Because, I often find myself unbelievably tired in the afternoon... Like, around 4-5pm, sometimes I even fall asleep. And, even though I was that tired in the afternoon, in the evening, around 11pm I suddenly start waking up. xD But I won't do it, I want to see daylight after all. >o> It's not like we have alot of it now in the winter anyways. If it's cloudy/ snowing it doesn't even get completely bright. xD

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 2:20 pm

Unfortunately not. xD I have considered turning my whole circadian rhythms (<--- That word is according to google translate, if it doesn't make sense, blame them) so that going to school is the last thing I do before sleeping... And my freetime is before school.

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 11:49 am

Oh, I see... >o> I try the same. But I am naturally a night-owl, so it's very impractical for me with school and all that. I would have been fine with school starting afternoon, and then my free-time would be the night and I'd sleep in the morning.

dark pillow Report | 12/01/2012 8:41 am

How many hours do you sleep every night? >o> For me it all depends on how long I get to sleep before I have to wake up. xD And how early I go to bed. Since even when I go to bed early I still sleep till 4pm if I am left to sleep. xD I have no problem sleeping more than 12 hours. :I I prefer sleeping for 10 hours, that's the perfect amount. ^u^ But that's not possible on school days.