That's good that you are trying not to let your depression consume you, and that you are making small goals to try and work on. As I was told long ago, and as I tell it today, "Take it easy, take it one day at a time"
Death and myself seem to not have a friendship. No matter how much I have tried, death won't have anything to do with me.
But I've moved past my depression to the point that death no longer holds value to me as a need to have.
Living just day by day appeals to me. I have hopes for once. I hope you do too~
That's me, so you don't get dissapointed when you ask for how I look like ~