yeah, you want to be yet another "poor pitiful me" emo-tool. I get it. Everyone that sees you gets it.
Now, grow up and realize that this is a choice and you are making the same choice everyday that you repeat it.
I don't pity you, and I damn sure no longer feel a desire to rescue someone that decides this choice after being given opportunity to change.
I pray that you one day find yourself able to grow and heal and that you have people capable of recognizing that type of maturity.
Until then... I am making the choice to NOT bear witness to your choice of psuedo-jaded servitude to hate/lust. emotion_facepalm
Came to find the name of your mask item....emotion_dealwithit
found game vid.... emotion_jawdrop
looks at new vids on channel.... emotion_facepalm
sees ira's reaction... emotion_dowant
you gonna get it!!!! LOL emotion_awesome
realizes it gets better when sairen finds out... dramallama