In the background is My first Daughter Hope and Me. She was killed before birth and i miss her alot....this year she would have been one....Her dad and i have split ways and gone down different paths. I have a persona disorder as well as many bad relationships which causes me to be suicidal from time to time. I've done over dosing and Tried to get hit my a car on purpose. I dont believe in God anymore because my Dad died. I dont think my life has a purpose anymore than to hurt the one's I loved. I Write Dark poetry from time to time and i draw alot. Im mostly in the Art Freebies. Im hoping one day i can get married and travel with the guy i love, i dont care for body image just personality. I want to be Loved for WHO I AM and not WHAT I AM. IM no copy of anyone. Im just me.