Number One symbolizes many things - but the most important one for me is - solitude. What am I doing on Gaia, then? That's a good question. I'm not sure I can answer that. But I'll try. There's a sentence that keeps coming back to me lately. It's not something I've come up with by myself, it was something I heard at one of my classes, actually. One of my teachers said, quoting someone else: "Without interaction with other people nothing makes sense." I kept thinking about it, because if it's true - then things aren't looking very good for me. So, I guess that would be the answer to the question posed above - I'm here to check whether that statement is true. At least whether it's true for me.

And now a new... well, it's not a song. I'm not even sure if it can be called a poem. It's a piece of text, for lack of a better term.

Als mein Vater
mich zum ersten Mal fragte
was ich werden will,
sagte ich nach kurzer Denkpause:
„Ich möchte glücklich werden.“
Da sah mein Vater sehr unglücklich aus,
aber dann bin ich doch
was anderes geworden
und alle waren mit mir zufrieden.

Liselotte Rauner

(In case you're wondering, I found this profile theme on tektek. It is not mine. )


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Has A Cunning Plan

Report | 03/28/2014 6:44 am

Has A Cunning Plan

You're most welcome! It's ingenious, truly biggrin There are a lot of wonderful avatars on here but sometimes ones really stands out and one of those is yours smile
Has A Cunning Plan

Report | 03/26/2014 7:10 pm

Has A Cunning Plan

Your avi is WONDERFUL! 3nodding

Report | 03/21/2014 8:13 am


If I would sing to my friends...I suddenly wouldn't have any anymore. cat_xd

Hm, could be. My working time in the garden is definitely a total opposite to my general laziness. I can work out there for 3+ hours without even feeling like taking a break. xD Then again, I do seem to do physical stuff like gardening and cleaning up in a swift move as soon as I finally get myself going. Unlike things that need to focus more like preparing articles for e-bay and the like, where I get distracted by everything. cat_xp

Read your journal entry...So I won't have a spy / whisperer here anymore soon? v_v

Report | 03/17/2014 5:38 am


True that. And now excuse me while I start a rl treasure hunt at my home...Kidding! Sadly. xD

Sing? To yourself or do you perform for someone? I only sing when I'm abolutely certain that no one can hear the vocal torture. lol
Are you able to sing by the way? Since you mentined that you're still coughing a bit I assume it could be difficult.

Guess I better push the thought of the comming summer away and focus on the present sping then. ^^°
It surprises me everytime that I actually enjoy all the gardening despite the fact that in our garden it actually turns into real work. cat_xd
You know, sometimes I wonder if I do might be a bit odd in the head. Whenever I find caterpillars at my "spring-cleaning" outside, I carry them to a hopefully secure place for them and hope they'll be fine there. I even place leaves over them so the birds don't see them at first glance. xD
On a sidenote: I found two baby Erdkröten last week. You know, for toads the little ones looked somehow kinda cute. ^^°

Report | 03/10/2014 1:37 am


It's just sad you know. When I think back to how the site was when I started here, and how it spiraled downwards more and more. Getting spammed with announcements about cash stuff on a daily basis is just appalling.
By the way, I just remembered my mule account and realized that there are even more RIG's stored away. cat_xd

Don't really like them either. That's why I returned to my human self right after I unlocked the achievements... xD

Glad you're doing well again. Just thought I mention that here too. ^^

The chirping of the birds outside makes me notice that Spring has arrived at full force and I did not had to use the snow shovel even once this Winter. I'm a bit dissapointed actually. Winter with basically no snow is just no Winter. And if the Winter was already that warm I'm kinda worried about the temperature at the coming summertime. cat_neutral

Report | 03/06/2014 1:02 am


LOL! Well I guess that has is advantages. Like your list never turning into a cluttered mess. cat_razz :

What's all this re-colored items and limited edition stuff about? Basically more then 70% of the announcements I get are about them. Gaia really, really is in need of money it seems...

What do you think of this animal skins you can put on? You can get three achievements simply by putting on all three of them in a row by the way. ^^

Guess I'm just the same but only with fb. I was logging in daily at my cold too. Even headaches did not stop me, they just shortened my online time. cat_xd

Report | 03/02/2014 8:45 am


Well I definitely wasn't planning on stashing them that long. I bought a bunch of different ones for vending, but instead of going up, the pricees were actually dropping down more and more back then so I kinda had to keep them. xD
Me next goal is getting Pancake the bunny and/or the office pet Nomnom. cat_whee
On a sidenote: Your wishlist is so amazingly empty all the time...

Are you absolutely sure? I'm a "Fannibal" after all, so maybe my morality really is that low... cat_ninja

Hope you're better when you get to read this message! If not then what are you doing here anyway?! Try to rest and maybe even sleep as much as possible!
So either Get well or Stay well! <- Still hope the latter one is sutiable now..

Report | 02/28/2014 1:01 am


It does, doesn't it? cat_whee
I noticed that a lot of my stashed RIG's are worth a bunch by now. That made me happy...Until I noticed the prices of all the fancy items I would like to claim. lol

No? So you prefer to be killed then? JK!! xD

True...Or not since nothing is true. lol
I'm not sure if the developers really thought it all through. Guess they might not even have expected the success of the game that lead to a whole series and a lot more attention to said creed. xD
There is also the 3 main ironies as stated at AC Wiki:
The three great ironies were observations that described the contradictions between the Creed, and the actions of the Assassins who followed it. They were:
-The Assassins seek to promote peace, but commit murder.
-The Assassins seek to open the minds of men, but require obedience to rules.
-The Assassins seek to reveal the danger of blind faith, yet practice it themselves.
But to sum it up: It's just a game. cat_razz

Report | 02/27/2014 1:35 am


It's a thing of curiosity I think... ^^

Thank you again! heart

Oh well, I sold more stuff and went to buy the bunny item just to notice that the price has dropped this time. So now I bought two... cat_xd

Good question. We are not supposed to kill innocents...But maybe locking you in a cage would be okay! cat_mrgreen
LOL! Yes, it kinda seems so. xD
There is this explanation from the founder of the order, which is added in every game of the series. "To say that nothing is true, is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say that everything is permitted, is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic."
The last part might add up to the conclusion that you can go on a killing spree if you want to as long as you're willing do deal/live with the consequences. lol

Report | 02/25/2014 1:12 am


"Nothing is true, everything is permitted" <- The Assassin's Creed
Guess you're not one of us then.....You haven't seen me! I was never there!...Just like the apple! cat_ninja

Yes, it's not a great item, especially since it's one to celebrate anniversary. But well it's free. I like free stuff. That's why I would have wanted the chubby bear too. ^^°

Ugh, here I sold some stuff to gain the 1-2 mil needed to get a Chasing the Rabbit item and when I finally have the amount the price shoot up to 7+ mil. Seems like it's not available at the CS anymore. Damn! v_v

On a sidenote: I can't stop staring at your avis feet... xD


This is absolutely meaningless and preposterously inconsequential.

(If you know where this sentence is from, PM me. ~_^)