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Hi,, my name is Taylor<<<< new comer here<<<<

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you got just to love the SWEET essence o this flowers^^
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to know more about the real me check out my profile:
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PLS VIEW MY JOURNAL!! more pics of me<<<<

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ABOUT ME:

* At the movies I like to see:Romances and Love stories,,,, Action??
* Music I listen to:classical and pop''''
* Last book read:i only readMagazines=_=
* I'm passionate about:modeling
* I wish I could:be A profESioNAL MODEL
* Favorite travel destination:HAWAII== biggrin
* On my vacation I..:will sleep all day
* If I won 1 million dollars, I would:laugh in front of BILL GATES and say " HA--!!"
* If I were a super hero I would:CHANGE the world perhaps?
* Fashion I rather not see again:male modeling in UNDIES!!
* My worst purchase ever:a 2K dollars brought from Paris "Scaasi"
* I want my coffee..:fresh, original and expensive ofcourse!! ^_^
* Food I like:sweet stuffs, like cakes, icecreams, Crepes, fruit shakes blahblah...=_=
* I don't like:boyZ and galZ who is BORING


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Someone to rely on..(CHAPTER 1)

Have you ever wonder of being alone, if nobody cares about you, no one needs you. This feeling of being insignificant, if I die, would anybody care? should i say "I wished i have never been born into this world..." or something like that. I might look fine on the outside but inside, my body is a total mess, i'm broken. no one, not even my own parents knows how i feel, of being alone..... its scary, being alone, being by myself is frightening.. though im always smiling, always, im always forcing myself to smile,so anyone who is near me cant be drawn into my dark useless world. maybe, there is no point to my existent. ever since i was a child i was always teased because of my personality, im selfish.... they hated me, and i hated myself..... HATE, I..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANY MORE...i cant do things on my own, always... i always smile even if i wanted to cry. when somebody needed my help, i console them,i let them lean on my shoulders and let them cry. but i was pathetic. i felt the sameway as that person cry onto me.. all i could do is watched while that person suffer, i was pathetic. i felt that i needed someone, i could tell all my feelings, someone who would accept the bad things i have done, and pour all of my sadness out from me....someone to rely on. i felt i needed somebody...



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just LOVE this flowers!!
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This was the start of my new beggining...owww, as if I can remember this things until from now. a "heart"
that represents my memories, burried in a deep sand.....those things that I dont want to remember, but until
i've met him. although I dont know him yet, he is just a pretty boy that I knew, once before. I got
attracted to him. but time goes by, this feelings were fading away. Then I realized that,,, is not the real
meaning of true love.. if you truly loved that person, you should love him/her "TRULY" by your heart.
it is better to know them than to get attracted by them!! sheesh! back to my story, sooooOO, i started
a (tiny) conversation with him, the first step from getting to know each other.."TALK!!" take things clearly
and easier, so you might not confuse that person. but when the conversation has ended.... he said," you know, there's a lot of young men that likes you. whether they have the looks or not, you will love them
inside and truly..by your heart" more like I got REJECTED!! what the??!! forget about it. but he said
such nice things, and I truly thank him for that....even if i got rejected by him.. but time passes by>>>
i met someone, someone who's very important to me, my true LOVE!! this was my new beggining! he is beside me right now, the time when i draw my heart in a sand... my unforgettable memories, sad and happy times!!rose Pictures, Images and Photos


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0 Zeref 0 Report | 11/21/2011 8:12 pm
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i miss u dear friend....hope ur doing well. emotion_hug
0 Zeref 0 Report | 09/16/2011 11:18 pm
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ahh man...im so sorry for what happened
sweetcosmos! darn. i wish there's something
i can help u with...
sweetcosmos2 Report | 09/16/2011 4:05 am
sweetcosmos2
God!! I really hate Gaiaonline!!!! they banned this profile! my profile whom'ed I longed, sweat and strived for!!!!!!! right now im am definitely hurt and in pain! agony is only what I see in Gaia, i Ioved this account and poof! im banned without any reasons and PROOF!!! ******** YOU GAIA AND I SWORE TO SATAN THAT THOSE GOODY TOO SHOES ADMIN WILL DEFINITELY GO TO HELL FOR ETERNITY!!! ******** YOU ASSHOLES! PULL THE RED STRINGS AND YOU'RE ALL CURSED,, BRING BACK MY ACCOUNT YOU ********!!!!!! YOU ONLY LONGED FOR MONEY AND NOTHING ELSE MORE!!!! YOU ONLY SERVED MONEY AND EVENTUALLY DIES FOR NOTHING BUT GREED!!! I'LL SWEAR I'LL COME BACK HERE AND DESTROY GAIA MYSELF JUST WATCH YOU LOSERS!!!!!!!
0 Zeref 0 Report | 09/08/2011 5:37 am
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Awww lol ive already graduated from bootcamp I'm now a Marine.
It as long and rough. I got home Monday. I wont be saying that
long cause Im leaving for MCT sept. 19th. Its for more training.

Lol ive missed y'all too.
Im glad everything is well.
0 Zeref 0 Report | 09/07/2011 8:00 pm
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hey Cosmos!! how its been for u?
everything going ok?

sorry i didnt leave u a comment
once i was back on Gaia right away...
but here i am! IM BACK!

but unfortunately, its not for long...
im leaving again Sept. 19th for
more training and crap. lol.
Manny8O Report | 09/03/2011 8:28 am
Manny8O
It's okay. Have you check both of my journals I sent?
Manny8O Report | 09/03/2011 8:24 am
Manny8O
Hey! I already file hacking report since August 21st. Then hacker sold my items and try to buy something in exchange forum. Some of my friends suspicious about my hacked account and PM me about it. I report to a mod and they banned hacker. So, now my main account is banned and still under investigating. I'm patient to get my account back.
noobsunited Report | 08/19/2011 9:12 am
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hola .. yeah i no its been some time i have logged in smile
i have been quiet too busy with college and dramatics razz .. anyways i am free now .. so hope to catch u soon smile
kiezuna Report | 07/23/2011 5:51 am
kiezuna
THX FOR DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD GIFT! mrgreen mrgreen
0 Zeref 0 Report | 06/03/2011 6:27 pm
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awww...thank u!! *gives u a big friendship hug*
im really going to miss u and everyone here.
i had fun playing on Gaia...its so addicting.

i hope we get to take the thread to the top,
but it's probably going to be a slow process.
when i come back, i'm definitely going to "revive"
it and keep it going!

im looking forward to talking to u again when
i get back!
 

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Mobile suit Gundam 00 movie!!

a special friend of my bro and me,,^_^,,

Final Fantasy 13 <<<< TRAILER>>>>> watch it in HD!! it's awesome!

no one even greeted me, though it was my B-dayT_T (april 5)

A friend already gave me this as a present for my b-day^^(why arent all guys like him comes around?)

"Im a KUGA-fangirl!" *o* so hot!!!

"Im a REN-fangirl!"(and im proud of it!) so damn cute!

"Got words?"

*dies from major nosebleed*

aww why cant I have this?