Name: Stephanie Ann Age: 22 Birthday: August 6 Relationship Status: Taken Sign: Leo Favorites Color: Blue, purple, and dark pink. Animals: White tiger, wolves, pandas place: Mountains, beach, and big cities. Likes: - Roleplaying, obviously.
- Cookie Dough Bites (it's a candy, so you know)
- Late night phone calls
- Long hugs
- Ice cream
- Baking/decorating cakes
- Playing games
- Scary movies
- Being on Gaia where my wonderful friends are
- My annoying fluffy dog
- My equally annoying little kitty
- Garlic bread (could eat this all the time)
- Cherry Pepsi
- My bed (it's a great place to be) Dislikes: - Lame roleplays
- Spinach (gag)
- Strawberries (also gag)
- Texting, or Texted aren't actual words.
- Being ignored by people (especially I know when they've read my messages)
- Stomach flu (that's what hell feels like)
- Having to continuously pause a movie I'm watching
- Soap Operas
- Ignorant/all around rude a** people
- People who can't carry a decent conversation
- Being woken up by a phone call
. w. I've been there lol I unfortunately don't have a car and my only form of getting to work is relying on our family car (we only have one) that my dad uses to get to work. And there are weeks we can't afford to pay for gas (and the car literally eats up gas so every 2 or 3 days we need to refill it) I did twelve hour shifts, without a break at all ((working in the copy center in a place that's short staffed is kinda hard to find time to get a break)) I wasn't told to leave and I basically said "oops I wasn't keeping track of time" which is 80% true. because working in certain parts of the store it gets busier and you're constantly working and not noticing how much time goes by.
Wow your aunt isn't very... um... nice. I'm sorry... and that sucks... I hope they don't put your uncle in a home. But if they do then I hope and pray he gets properly taken care of. I also hope that you can get through the mixed emotions for all this. Do what you can and what you believe makes you feel more at ease. At least you and your father are out of that and you've been able to find a job and are living somewhere were it's just you both. Things are slowly but surely working out for you. Think of all the things you've done since you moved out.
Your a kind person. It makes more sense to be angry and upset. Now I remember that this was the same grandmother then that you not that long ago were living with then. You were living with her and I guess it's just been more like you care because she's family but she treated you and your parents badly.. I think it might be better that you go at least to silently if not kinda mentally/spiritually end things kind of more like a forgiveness thing? Do you don't feel like you weren't being a good person. I think it's more for you to feel like you don't have things finished as bad as it may have been when she was alive. I had my share of that happen too. I didn't get along well with my great grandmother. She didn't really like females very much so me and my sister were in a sense annoying to her she much favored my brother even though she was kinda bad to us as she got older. But I still cried and felt depressed when she passed. I didn't like to know she was suffering and dying slowly in a retirement home. She may have been terrible even to her own daughter. She ended up alone. And that made me feel bad. I think it's more of a mental remorse because your a kind and caring person. Even if they treated you badly. Does that make sense?
I know it's not much hel and it's most likely that it's a lot easier said than done. But at least you can try right. And maybe your boyfriend can come and keep your mind off things if he can. You can always bake too to destress. I hope you feel better.. again I'm sorry if it's not much help or
I know those mixed feelings all too well... where you want to but can't in a sense. That's pretty much me all the time. It sucks... A lot. And I'm so sorry about that... it's never a good mixture to have sadness and anger at the same time. I'm sure the conflict in is immense that you want to go for your grandmother's sake but the family there kinda sets you off completely. Just kind of tell your self "This is for my grandmother, I'm here for her. No one else. They (the people that upset you) are almost non existent." It would only be for short amounts of time right? So you go in get our and if you have to deal with it again just reassure your self that it's a brief moment and those people are not on your mind. Your grandmother is.
Ouuu YAY I'm super happy for you biggrin I'm glad you were able to find something that you like as well. Eventually you'll get a baking job too I'm sure x3 keep being positive and good will come to you ♡