I'm s**t at writing about me's but here's one for 2015.
If I were asked to describe myself in five words, I would answer with:
erudite, passionate, imaginative, curious, and compassionate.
I would also say that I am artistic.
Those are the longest standing qualities about myself
that have managed to stick with me
throughout my ridiculous roller coaster of a life.
I am a musician,
obviously not in the professional sense
(because if that were the case I'd not be here),
but like them,
I too have formed a lifelong bond
with my instrument
and with the world of music as a whole.
Music moves me;
it is something very integral to who I am and my life,
and it is no less vital than my own heartbeat.
I also love to write.
but I used to write stories
and I hope to do so again.
I also paint,
not at Picasso or Van Gogh levels,
but, I'd like to think that like them,
I too use a canvas
to convey something I feel or think about,
an emotion, or maybe something that inspires me.
My inner child, young heart and imagination, decaying adult body, and old soul are constantly at war with one another all the time.
I am a walking mass of contradictions, and I'm okay with that.
I've learned to accept and love myself as a person.
I'm still working on loving my appearance and body, though.
I am very enthusiastic about and have a great deal of love of
space, music, food, nature,
art, the ocean, marine life, books,
anime, manga, science, history,
mythology, Child of Light, Kingdom Hearts,
Sailor Moon, Madoka Magica, Doctor Who, Harry Potter,
Steven Universe, Bee and Puppycat, Adventure Time,
video games, Supernatural, Once Upon a Time, The Hobbit/LOTR,
Scott Pilgrim, EXO, Korean Dramas, Period Dramas,
Lolita and Japanese Street fashion, Korean fashion,
sweaters, object heads, plants, cats, plushies,
coffee mugs, and blankets.
Probably a lot more than that.
Definitely into a lot more than that.
What I truly want out of life
is an opportunity to explore this world.
That is my ultimate happiness,
to see the world, to do things in it,
and to be a part of this world.
To exist beyond my current limit.
There's so much beauty in the world out there for me to see
and infinite adventures to be had in this big, big world.
Most people never leave their home or hometown
to face the world on their own,
and I don't want to be like most people,
who live and die in the same place.
That just isn't me.
It's like that Child of Light quote I love so much,
it resonates within me quite deeply:
"You have to leave your castle to face the world on your own,
To find what it truly means to find your real home."
If there's anything you want to know, just ask.
If you need someone to talk to, just pm me, I'll always listen.
My pm's are always an open option if you want to chat or vent.
Take good care of yourself, I love you.