AGE: ASK ME AND I MIGHT TELL U
MUSIC: BULLET 4 MY VAL., ALESANA, ESCAPE THE FATE, THE USED, ...
FAV. THING: HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS OR LISTEN 2 MUSIC
THEME SONG: WELCOME TO MY LIFE/ SIMPLE PLAN
i live with my 2 brothers,mom,and moms boyfriend.my dad wont talk 2 me,and all i have is friends at the moment.i do have a friend that unconveniently means alot to me.he is all i think bout and i dont get to see him. so idk.i am stukk in my house and my mom duznt trust me. all we do is fight and yell.
I AM EMO,AND I AM A JUGGALETTE..GO FIGURE............ANYTHING ELSE U WANT 2 KNOW JUST ASK ME
PPL R ALWAYS ASKING ME IF IM BI SO IM JUST GUNNA SAY IT....IM BI
Y DUZ THE WORLD HAVE TO B SO SELFISH...HOW COME PPL HAVE TO AKT THE WAY THEY DO......THIS WORLD HATES ME AND I HATE IT RIGHT BACK.LIFES NOT FAIR AND IM NOT EXPECTING IT TO B BUT I STILL DNT WANT PPL F****N' ME OVER...ITS NOT FAIR............I ALSO HATE WHEN PPL JUDGE...WHO THE F*** CARES BOUT THE WAY I AKT ..........YES IM EMO AND YES I CUTT ........(BUT WHO CARES)......THE PPL WHO GET IN EVERY ONES BUISNESS.....I AM NOT ASHAMED OF ANYTHING IVE DONE(NOT DRINKING,SMOKING, OR LIEING)IT JUST ADDS ON TO THE BAD THINGS IVE DONE IN MY LIFE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY BAD THINGS I DO......IT NEVER EQUALS OUT TO HOW MANY BAD THINGS HAVE HAPPENED TO ME....
THREE POEMS THAT MAKE SENSE:
(i didnt write these poems but i think they make sense.....the person i am talking about has heard me say i love him but doesnt seem to care as much as i wish he did......b cuz of him...my life is a living hell and even though i hate him...i cudnt picture living at this moment without him....he drives me crazie and makes me suicidal but i am completely and utterly in love w/ him......i know he wont c this but if he duz....he'll know im talking about him)
I CRY FOR THE TIME THAT YOU WERE ALMOST MINE,
I CRY FOR THE MEMORIES I'VE LEFT BEHIND,
I CRY FOR THE PAIN,THE LOST,THE OLD THE NEW,
I CRY FOR THE TIMES I HAD THOUGHT OF YOU
IM TRYING NOT TO LOVE YOU
IM TRYING NOT TO CARE
IM TRYING NOT TO LIVE MY LIFEWISHING YOU WERE THERE
IM TRYING NOT TO WONDER WHERE YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU DO
IM SORRY I CANT HELP MY SELF
I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU
STEP:1: SO KISS ME LIKE YOU DID,
MY HEART STOPPED BEATING.
STEP2: SO LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID,
THE MEMORIES ARE FLEETING.
STEP3: SO HOLD ME LIKE YOU DID,
I PROMISE NOT TO LET GO.
STEP4: SO HAVE ME LIKE YOU DID,
DIGGING DEEP BELOW.
STEP5: SO HIDE ME LIKE YOU DID,
TAKE AWAY MY PRESENCE.
STEP6: SO LEAVE ME LIKE YOU DID,
EVACUATE MY ESSENCE.
STEP7: SO HATE ME LIKE YOU DID,
DONT CLOT MY ENDLESS BLEEDING.
STEP8: SO KILL ME LIKE YOU DID,
MY HEART STOPPED BEATING,