I am a Broken Soul. This is what I Am. I cannot Change all of what I Am, nor do I Wish to please others by killing the person inside of me.
Take it or Leave it, this is Me...deal with it, or leave. It's nothing new, people always give up. But I know rare few gems in the trash of this world, who shine on despite the muck.
>I< dont fear the reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
>MY< Asylum - Disturbed
>I'm Going Into< The Night - Disturbed
>I am a< MONSTER - Skillet
Updating The MaDneSs
So, Life's a beetch. Why can't I make her MY beetch, hmm? It's been a while since I've made this account, and her purpose has changed quite a bit. I've come out of Hell only to be tossed back down again. For how my mind works, anyways.Tried my hand at college, and that didn't work. No money, and this world always wanting more of what I don't have. I'm not about to become one of those broken-down puppets to Society, and I've found people who actually stand by me for that.However, Life goes on. Beetch.
Found someone whom I love, and, against all probabilities and Laws Of The Universe (ish, not seriously, but still seems that way from time to time to me) he loves me.
I am so blessed, and so happy, and so thankful for him. He is my Love, and I am his. I have no wish to leave his arms, willing to hold the storm caved into a human body that my emotions tend to be.
Now I'm looking for work, having the stress of my sensitivity to emotions around me apparently getting that much more sensitive. I think it has to do with my roommates, even if that's TECHNICALLY not the most accurate thing to call them. It's how I try to think ofthem, regardless. So that's been stressing me out, to where it's getting to the point where ANYTHING goes wrong and I'm reacting -_-
Terribly inconvenient, that. so I'm getting by, dealing with the bs as best I can as it comes. And I've got Love, and Hope and Faith, to carry me on even when it feels like I'm only hanging onto a thin thread that may not even be there. Oh, and that thread is also mynoose, in a sense. Ugh.
But I'm me, and I WILL....
>My promise, that< I will not bow - Breaking Benjamin
Star Ingd Eathe
This Wraethe Keeps Drifting On
Long in the darkness Longing for the empty Light Left alone in empty, ravenous night
He came along Pulled me behind Around from my drifting mind
A blessing to some A curse, failure in all my life, I could see of my Fall
Drifting away, Lost in negative moonlight Empty heart burning to fight
Brought along Pulled out of my sadness Around me his happiness
Hope, Faith Words I forgot I knew Brought back to life, renew
Living on, taking On a brand new Hell For the Love to swell
Brought to see Pulled into Loving embrace Around whom I fight, Love I chase
Shadows and whispers Fulfilled promises A simple question, 'Yes'
I had been blind, He opened my eyes
And I want to see everything
Brought to see a change of view Pulled along in his story Around we'll Live,
For I am no longer Alone
>The Reason for My Fighting this< War
^____Mah Brutherz ^^____^
"Creeper creep... >8D HAAAAAI~"
Regardless of what happens, regardless of how much they hurt me,