Behind the Ashes
So you wish to know alittle bit about me?
To know me is to know you know nothing at all about me.
To see one side of me, or see words i have written is only to see what i am willing to show to you. to know me, is to speak to me, learn not from my words but by my actions the truth of what i am.
I am pangendered - this means i do not align myself with either gender. Gender mean little to me . I am neither a male, nor a female, but possess equally attributes of both. physically , emotionally, and Spiritually. at times i am times i am what others would consider more masculine, and in those times find more comfort in being perceived as male, and in other situations it not so. If you need a pronoun to call me i am Ze, Zim, Zer, Zey, , all of which are appealing and suit me.
I am Asexual pansexual - your flesh means nothing to me. its only the jar to contain who and what you truelly are .i do not let something so small as ones flesh deter me from recognizing its beauty and form. But neither am i a sexual being , i can appreciate the beauty of something or someone without need to complicate things with physical intimacies. But i am human afterall. Just flesh does nothing for me.
We all have our preferences. Mine are simply have nothing to do with sex. I like a good conversation, a civil discussion that leaves me pondering things i wouldn't otherwise. I like anything that makes me ponder, wonder, and think.
Im not the brightest bulb, but that doesnt change that i enjoy thinking about new things. My fascinations change oft, and i have many. Boredom is almost painful to me and i do whatever i can to relieve it.
Im a homebody, and doll maker.
I do role-play, though it is a hobby and an interest, I am in no way the best. Most consider me Illiterate because of my inability to properly spell. Though i often have a clear image in my head of what i wish my characters to do, i often do no know the best way to communicate it.
I do draw often, and i am often proud of what i do create, Creativity in all forms is beautiful. The ability to create, to Draw from the ethereal realm of dream and imagination, to create an image, a verse, a life in the world of the waking threw art. That is true beauty. THough most can not appreciate this in its truest form.