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What it takes to be a ninja


 





















My name is Monte but you can call me Will, James, or Soul. What ever floats your boat.
I just turned 19 on may the first which means I was born may the first 1995. Dont forget it.










I enjoy the small things in life, money does not catch my interests.
I love to write music (my last song about my life at bottom of pro), Draw, Sing, and be creative in every-way.

I am a natural romantic, romance is the most important thing to me in my life. With out romance I wouldn't be able to be happy.

My favorite color is red, my favorite number is 33, and my favorite candy is sour patch kids extreme.


My last and final Rap that I will ever write

I’m so tired of the crap that I see in this world, especially when I literally “can’t do a damn thing in the world” I look at all my friends how bad that they have it, now I look at myself and how pathetic I thought I had it.

As I listen to them cry and watch them shed their tears, I decide that’s it’s enough to pretend it ends here.. When I finish my act and their last shredded tears, I wrap my arms around them “I promise that I’ll be here”.
But I know it’s just words, I mean what can I do? Stand up and yell at the crowd of a few?! I’m so ****ing sick of it being someone older, it always starts “I’m an adult; now do as I told you”

I’m about ready to get up and act, “I dare you too slap her back!” It’s sad to think that a child will have to grow, knowing that the scar he holds was from the only parents he’s ever known.
And too think things could have changed if he’s friends stood up to reach, but the only friends that saw where too scared to even speak.

When you count down to the end of the day, how many bruises did you make? How many times did you tell her that her entire life was a waste??
You should be ashamed to even pretend to be her father! “LIKE YOU EVEN CARE WHY DON’T YOU GET LOST!” I do care! Because I’ve been through it all! And like it or not one day I will stop you!

There is so much death and violence in this world it almost makes you wonder, what’s left to live for?
Now that I think about it. I’ve lost many friends to this. How many times have I said “YOU DON’T WANT TO DO THIS” but in their mind it’s all they’ve got left. They can’t just say “DADDY! PLEASE DON’T HIT ME AGAIN!”
people don’t change when they’ve gone this far. They push to the point their own children are gone.
I come to school one day to find my best friend, but what I found was a kid with a scar instead. An inch or so above his left eye, was it an inch above his left eye or an inch from his own life?

Kids get so scared they don’t know what to do. I know this first hand, because I’ve experienced it too. My sister who I fought with often, decided to make a stand and protect me from my father, even though she was scared she knew we were family, she dragged me off to her friend’s house and called the police…
I’m so furious when I see most of the parents of present time. I don’t mean them all but I mean the ones in current sight. It’s like everywhere I go I see something wrong. Something so wrong words can’t describe the things I saw.
And everything I see just makes me hate my own father. I know that I can’t blame him for the things that are out there.

But the fact I can’t change anything makes me hate it all. So much that I swear on my life I’ll be a better father.
One day I hope to prove to myself that I won’t be the same. I’m so scared of it all that I’ve spent my whole life trying to change. I use too have so much anger, I couldn’t control it. I hurt myself many times just trying to ignore it. I’ve come so far that I would hate to quit. But I can’t stand the fact I can’t help those around me who need it!

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Auhra Report | 08/27/2014 3:22 pm
Auhra
Im sorry, I saw your comments but Im using Gaia on my cel, so its hard to answer here since the connection is really bad :s
I was going to asnwer you when I get home xD
So...the pic is mine and dont worry, I dont mind stalkers If they are not doibv something bad, besides it I hope you enjoy my profile and yes, I love piano xD
Mrs Imperfection Report | 08/27/2014 12:53 pm
Mrs Imperfection
Oh my gosh = u =
It's just a picture of my silly face. I'll show it to you later o 3 o
Sinful_OneX Report | 08/27/2014 12:44 pm
Sinful_OneX
huh?
Mrs Imperfection Report | 08/27/2014 11:53 am
Mrs Imperfection
Yus!
But my thingie isn't working D': so I can't send what I was gonna send ; n ;
Mrs Imperfection Report | 08/27/2014 11:42 am
Mrs Imperfection
Only 11:41 -n-
But if chu need to be cheered up, I think I have a way I can do that C:
Mrs Imperfection Report | 08/27/2014 11:37 am
Mrs Imperfection
I can't D; I'm on my phone cos I'm at school u.u we could hang out later thou C:
Or you could just message me = u =
Auhra Report | 08/26/2014 9:02 pm
Auhra
Ohhh, Im sorry that I was afk :c I kind to it alot, so Im really sorry ♥ And thank you very much for the compliment you are very sweet ♥
But I just bought alot of things I liked and then this avi came out hahaha xD

yum_tea

crown_royal_of_the_asylum Report | 08/26/2014 10:29 am
crown_royal_of_the_asylum
Im sorry but that song you wrote really touched my heart alot.you may not know me but i feel like i know you through this song you wrote.ive written someting similar to it but not as heart carving as this one.welp ima just leave that out there and be on my way ^-^
Bleeding_Lily Report | 08/20/2014 12:09 pm
Bleeding_Lily
I'll keep that in mind
Soul Ressonance Report | 08/20/2014 10:48 am
Soul Ressonance
Updated profile*
 
 
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Hass und Liebe

Me on june 15th 2k14
(fathers day)

Me on july 13th 2k14

Me August 19th 2k14
start of college fall semester

>.> just noticed i didnt shave
in this
photo when i should have.