I like artificial in every flavor. I only hear what I want to. I've seen things I can't un-see. I speak in whispers, if I can even manage the courage to get that far. I suffer from chronic oppression, and as a result I often have a wishbone where a backbone ought to be. At 11:11 every night I make wishes. Habit and superstition feed my foolish fires. I am forever at the mercy of cleverness, because being clever is always easier than being honest, or being right. My essays start with a good thesis and follows up with complete nonsense. Which bears a striking resemblance to life, if you get the metaphor. My reality is filled with imagination and is incredibly lacking in motivation. I don't care for most things, but I appreciate everything. I ask too many favors from people who do too much for me. I'm more prone to cancer and liking cats according to my family history. I find that quoting other people to explain what I think is a lot easier than figuring out a simple order of words myself. Pretty unoriginal, but I'm not too creative anyways. (Which is a shame since I'm a self-proclaimed artist.) I'm okay with the thought of not having an afterlife knowing that my life was all for nothing, but it was something to a few people. Which is more than what I ever expected. When I'm down, I try to be an optimist. Happy thoughts bring happy things, right? Right.



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Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 11:21 pm

Adele Adkins

i have so many ambitions and dreams in life, i don't know which to choose. emotion_facepalm
i wanted to be an architect, psychologist, pharmacist, multimedia artist, dentist and many more.
nursing is the degree that i was planning to take
but there's so many nurses in the Philippines and many are unemployed/underemployed.
as for my degree, it's tough and fun at the same time. 3nodding
you get to study all sorts of things related medically.
and after i graduate, i might enter med school and become a doctor someday but i'm still not sure. sweatdrop
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 10:33 pm

Adele Adkins

you see, i'm taking up medical technology/clinical laboratory scientist as my degree. emotion_c8
our thesis is something about how much chromium can be tolerated by certain bacteria.
we haven't even started due to insufficient funds plus setting a schedule is a bit difficult since some of my group-mates came from far provinces.
and our protocol is being revised 'cos of irregularities and such. emotion_0A0
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 10:11 pm

Adele Adkins

i was kidding about the rage-throw-everything-away part, of course i love items around me. rofl
it's summer vacation here, which means i have a lot of free time but there's still constraints.
like IRL errands and the dreadful research thesis we're conducting. emotion_donotwant
even though it's summer, we're still "required" to go back to our college/university to work on it. emotion_8c
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:56 pm

Adele Adkins

definitely but there are instances when i would go all rage by destroying objects I see. lol not really
during free time, i usually go in-front of my laptop and waste time
i have a sedentary lifestyle y'know. emotion_facepalm
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:41 pm

Adele Adkins

that's okay. 3nodding
i haven't watched it for 2 months.
thanks to crappy internet connection, it's hard to watch online. :/
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:28 pm

Adele Adkins

yup emotion_yatta
it's like watching adventure time over and over again. yum_puddi
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:20 pm

Adele Adkins

i know gonk
(but it's kinda fun lol )
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:14 pm

Adele Adkins

bloop bleep bloop yum_puddi
Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 9:10 pm

Adele Adkins

Adele Adkins

Report | 05/05/2013 8:50 pm

Adele Adkins

lol lol


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