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johnny;
you are the cheese to my macaroni; the bleeker to my juno.

you are my best friend, for obvious reasons. you are pretty much the reason that i don't want to go away to college. you're the only person that i could tell everything to and not regret it afterward. and everytime i dont see you for a couple days on end, it feels like an ETERNITY; and you're probably the only person that i can't stand being away from for more than a couple days, if that. i love hanging out with you, because it's always fun. and everytime we see each other we just make more and more memories to laugh at in 20 years. even though we do things we know we shouldnt, its still amazing to take the risk, especially with you cause it always ends up being funny and just something else to look back on.
its like having a personal psycologist on call. i hate venting to anybody but you, because i'm always afraid what i say'll get out.
you're just a great person all around. you're always there for me when i need a friend, or when i just need to release.

you were there for me when mom passed away, which was the hardest point in my life. and i know that you were also really close to her and considered her like a second mother, so it was nice to have someone that felt a little like what i did and someone that understood the tiniest bit. it was just great that you and her were closer than her and any of my other friends. we would both gossip with her about everyone and anyone. i'm gonna miss all those times she would stay up with us til 4am just talking to us about everything and just letting us say whatever we want. and i'm gonna miss her letting us do whatever we wanted to without her nagging us. and i know you probably feel the exact same way.
i will never forget thanksgiving at your house, when we got depressed and ate the turkey cause we could come back to my house. that was one of the best nights of my life.
all those big sleepovers with 12 people, meeting total strangers with you, and just doing crazy, insane, amazing, unthinkable, undeniable, unforgetable, incredible, things.

i hope we stay like this forever, until we're 100 years old. we'll get married and still have sleepovers. we'll kick our spouses out of the room and it'll be like we're teenagers forever.

i hope life stays this good forever with you.

 


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about trashly:
for starters, my real name is ashley, trashly's my nickname. i like it, so whatever. i'm 16 years old. i live in putnam valley, new york. its not that bad. so i dont know why everyone makes it out to be. my friends mean the world to me, and yes, i have more than the people displayed in my heroes; and i know that a lot of people say that they couldnt live without their friends, but i really couldnt. i don't know what i would do without them being there and i dont know how i would cope with life.
something people like to throw up at me is that im "fat." SO WHAT?! at least im satisfied with how i look and not making myself puke up what i just ate. looks aren't everything. they're just a plus. and honestly, just because im not thin, i don't think that im ugly.

right now, i am so happy with my life in every way. everything just seems to be going perfectly at this very moment in time. and i couldnt think of any way to possibly make it better. i have no real regrets, and i have reason to smile every morning when i wake up.

i love this confusing, dramatic, heart-wrenching, lovely, hectic, amazing life



R.I.P. Michele Stevens.
March 4, 1967-December 31, 2008.
At 12:33 pm, December 31, 2008, life changed for all of us.
Not only were you my mother, but my best friend.
I love you so much, and I miss you more than words could describe.

If you hear this wherever you are, Just know I need you here. I need you near me now. You were brighter than the pale white moon Reflected in your eyes. So I guess it's no surprise I can't forget you, No matter what I do. I will always carry you in my heart, You'll always be my shooting star. Autumn days will fade away, But memories will always stay the same. I'm hoping you will never change. I just need to slow down for a while. I'm missing your warm smile. And the way you used to say, "Stay with me till the daylight breaks No matter what it takes Just say you'll stay.
 

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ive noticed such a huge change in myself and a lot of what i do. and i really like it.

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