"But by the grace of God I am what I am: and His grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I laboured more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me." - I Corinthians 15:10
Hola, bonjour, shalom, and just hello. So lets see I was born on the183rd day of the year there were 182 days remaining until the end of the year of 1989. I was born with a rare birth effect called "Congenital cystic adenomatoid malformation pulminaris sinstro(Left lung) aka CCAM ”(Rarity of this condition is about 1:60,000) ah such luck eh? LOL...Because of this I have gone "under the knife" a total of 22 times...yes isn't that lovely? Ok if you have any more questions about that you can go to my blog on tumblr or ask me about it...My life is 'complicated' to say the least my Doctor says that "if anything can go wrong it will happen to me" and thats about the truth of it.) I am a Christian but I must explain I don't really believe in "religion" thats wordly, I am not of this world. I have a relationship with the Giver of Life, the Creator who inspires the world and gives rise to the song, and the creative art that is known as individual expression."I once was lost but now am found" if you have any questions about it just ask or better yet read "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God"~John 3:16-18
I attend Baptist Bible Church where I play the piano and am very active as is all my family that being said:
I love to play the piano it truly is my one love apart from my Savior and my family. I tend to write "(=)" because I like to be different than other people (no matter from what side you look at it, it is a happy face.) I have issues such as I tend to talk a lot and freak out when people don't reply to me...I worry that I have upset them in someway...I digress...
I use words that most people are not that familiar with and I do apologize for that. I am a very picky eater...I don't like my food to touch on the plate and yes I will argue you about it, and I will win =)
I am just me I don’t really do good at describing myself in these boxes haha
But if you’re reading this then obviously there is something about me that has sparked your interest so thank you for that (: If you see anything you don't like there is an X in the corner and a back button so use it.
However there are some things you must know:
I am mysophobic aka germaphobic; therefore I don’t touch doors or anything like that.
I am freaked out by public restrooms.
I don’t like for people to touch my hands.
I freak out when people touch my neck.
I won’t drink out of bottles/cans/cups. I MUST have straw.
I can’t let my food touch on my plate. If it was meant to touch; you wouldn’t separate it into individual bowls.
I have everything organized in alphabetical, and or color coded orders.
I strongly believe in Mise en plas (putting in place) that everything has a proper place at which it should be resting.
I don’t like being around a lot of people because conflict freaks me out.
I sit on my feet almost all the time like I am right now: I have always done this.
I put food and such in the microwave in increments of “8” for example if it says 5 minutes I will put it in for 4:58 because in the extra 2 secs it will cook using residual heat, because of the time from the BEEP to the DOOR OPEN it will have cooked.
I don’t like to listen to the news, because it messes with my head and its all I can think of.
I would rather listen to a CD than the radio when ever in a vehicle.
When I talk to someone I freak out if they don’t reply; I worry that I have bothered them or that they are upset with me. I am trying to do better.
I have a crazy desire to know everything about a subject, because if I don’t know about something when someone asks me about it. It bothers me so I will read and learn everything I can about something so that way when asked again I will know the answer in depth.
I must have my senior 2007 blanket and microfiber pillow before I go to bed or else I can’t sleep.
I am very passionate about blood drives - I support all of them and try to recruit people - I myself can not donate due to the weight issue and the fact that I have had 7 transfusions in the course of my life.
I use words and phrasing that people hardly ever use anymore.
I don’t have any idea about “current” music I can’t tell you anything about it I know the names but not the songs. That is by choice b/c I just dont’ really listen to mainstream top hits
I like to say things like “partaking of the ritual of culinary consumption, molar mastication, and gastronomic digestion” rather than ‘eating’ lol
I care about people to a massive extent. I enjoy helping people with their problems but it seems more often than not that I can’t help my own-self.
I would rather everyone else in the world be happy, and to know that I have assisted in that newfound happiness.
I have anxiety about all of the things I have listed…
I prefer to use the Metric system.
I enjoy using proper grammar, and I wish everyone else would do the same!
Okay I kind of got carried away...my bad oh yeah another little thing for you to know. I don't believe in the trichotomy if anything I guess I'm bi, but I don't think anyone is 100% straight nor is anyone 100% gay; because nothing is 100% if it was it would be perfect and NOTHING is perfect only ONE is perfect. People just lean more to one side.
Example: "straight" guys are in a locker room one sees the other and thinks "wow I wish I was like him" (lets pause here)
According to the laws of psychology that is an attraction - so based on the world those people must be gay or bi - thats not so I believe the whole "trichotomy" is nothing more than means to cast judgment I don't think love is bound by gender but rather neurological and psychological phenomna that being said - me personally?
I like girls but I like guys as well which do I like more? honestly probably guys. I see no point in "coming out" there is no freedom in it there is more condemnation and I have more important things to worry about than what other think of me because of the gender I am attracted to.
I am just me thats how I am...plain and simple...
My bestie Jessica she and I have been through everything together. She is just amazing and I love her bunches!!!
I enjoy meeting new people so thats always fun (just thought I would put that out there) ok well now I don't know what else to really say...so when you have nothing to say do you know what you say? You simply say:
SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS and ya know if you do get to where you use that in your every day vocabulary like I do you can say it backwards which is:
so if you have any more questions just ask send me a message or message me on the chat =)
“Permissum panton EGO operor exsisto pro Gloria de Deus” ~ “Let everything that I do be for the Glory of God”