Ninaida Cabrera | Patrick Morris | Artist&Writer | 18 | College Student | Medicine | USA | Artist Status
My name is Nina, and I am in love with a brilliant man named Patrick.
Before you read anything else, you must know that I do not like to be called by my real name if you do not know me personally (and vice versa
). There is a lot about me. I can be very kind, and I can also be very stern. But overall, I do not do anything that will intentionally make you feel bad, so just keep that in mind o: I'm very friendly, and I am always open to meeting new people and making new friends. ^ u ^ I am not perfect, and I do make mistakes--a lot of mistakes, but please, be patient with me as I would be patient with you.
I grew up in a very disciplined family; mum is a very hard working nurse and dad is a retired tank platoon sergeant. I was never allowed out of the house after sunset nor was I ever really permitted to stay after school for extracurricular activities. I've moved all around the US, made new friends, and lost a lot more. ; v ; I'm a lonely soul when it comes to real life situations because of this, and I don't know--quite frankly, I spent a lot of my time on the computer.
Art is not my favorite hobby. I mean, it's more natural and involuntary than it is what I work for (wait, then that'd be a hobby, right?). Okay, I've like.. never taken an art class. ; A ; (well not really). I took only one art class before, and the whole time I was in that art class, I'd just be doodling and painting random pictures OTL. rofl. but one of my favorite hobby is creative writing. I write a lot. I write loads--and stash scraps of them in a huge shoe box. I don't write literature; I write stories//Specifically Romance - u -
. They're usually about my dreams c: dreams of wolves, tornadoes, and dark corners. ; A ;" //creepy. My second favorite hobby is playing games * v * like any.. games. Gaia.. MMORPG's, Empire Earth xD. For YEARS, I used to play Fiesta Outspark, but Outspark recently sold its hosting rights to a snobby company named Gamingo, which.. ah.. who I'm not very pleased with. But yeah :'D and then there's art.
OKAY, I show my affection to girls, but not in that way! I just really adore Poruu ; v ; she's like.. my FAVORITE Gaian, seriously. She's so friggen CUTE > n <; But realistically, I'm in love with a brilliant man named Patrick. c: I pretty much grew up with him. Two days after I met him, I told him that I might like him, and he told me he might like me too. It just happened! July 8th was this day, and ever since then, we've been learning more and more about each other. We've succumb to many relationship rules, but most importantly, our oath is "Every problem has a solution; breaking up is never one of them". I have never, in these past years, found any reason to give up such a perfect relationship as the one that I have. We're separated by time and space, yet we hold on so tightly to what we have. I love Patrick because he's stubborn, rude, very cynical, one-sided, has no expressions, no enthusiasm, never laughs his gut out, SUPERMEGA smart, classy (I mean, he's majoring in wine science-kind of classy), loyal, brave, laughs-at-pain, heroic, and because.. he's my dream come true. ; v ; there's no one I could ever want more than him. Even after 5 years, this is how I feel about him.
I know I can't tell the future. I know that random sheizze happens in one's life, and I'm prepared for all of that (I'm prepared to be surprised). But my plans are to finished my premeds, go to New Zealand to work on my masters, and to live in Japan for a few years for work experience. I want to be a neurosurgeon. Why? I love the brain. I love how the brain functions, how the brain can use itself to discover what's inside of itself and everything around it. I mean, really! The heart can't do that, nor can bones, or skin. Originally, I wanted to go into psychiatry, but my parents went against it ; v ;.. but really, I want to go specifically into the psychiatric category of.. dreams. <3
To be honest, I'm not all that great at doing these 'about me' stuff. In my perspective, I'd agree that not even a few paragraphs can overlook a person's whole character. So let's move on o v o
Random Facts about me:
I used to play the violin in 9-10th grade.
I'm a major sticker collector * A *;.. Rilakkuma stickers make me happy inside. <3
According to many people, I'm.. 'cutesy'? q m q PFT.
I took two French classes in high school alors je ne parle pas français. ; a ;
Gosick & Clannad are my favorite anime (and Hyouka)
My favorite music is ambient/dnb/electro-ish. ; A ;
I'm afraid of the dark q m q;
Pink is my ULTIMATE favorite color
Bunnies are my favorite animal (and there are many.. many reasons why ;'D)
Rilakkuma, Korilakkuma, and Kiroitori are my favorite San-X characters.
I actually collect shirousa and kurousa stuff.
Onisuu is my favorite artist * v * //proud supporter
I have a love for watches.. ._.
I MAKE TOO MANY EMOTES
After I got my first pair of glasses, a few months later, I lost them. ._____.;;;
I love cutesy artwork. Surprise Surprise!
Out of all the places I've lived, California will always be my home.
I prefer VERY urban cities over country.
I record my dreams.
I plan on buying out an Angelic Pretty store when I grow up - u -
Gabriel Emerson resembles Patrick Morris.
If you are on my friends list, you are very dear to me.
I like literature. c:
I'm obsessed with Greek/Roman mythology.
I go to sleep listening to music box music, piano music, or symphonic. ; v;
I can't go to sleep without music.
There's always a nightlight on in my room.
If you talk too much, you and I will get along VERY NICELY <3
Likes: Bunnies, Chubbiness, Pink, White, Clouds, Pastel Colors, the sky, astronomy, literature, English literature, different languages, Japanese, French, lotion, toilet paper, soft things, stuffed animals, bears, Pixar Disney movies, Tangled, art, food, oil paintings, Pretty Girl Sailor Moon
(美少女戦士セーラームーン), Clannad (クラナド), World War Z, Jared Leto's SEXY voice, Sexy things, taking showers, shimapan (審判), Yummy 寝取られ, Tapioca, spring rolls, Man of Steel * A *, watermelon, lettuce, salmon, crêpes, Alice Grass, Fashion, Chanel, Prada sweaters, Gucci perfumes, Perfume (パフューム), dnb, MMORPG, Fiesta Online (ハンターキングダム), Legend of Zelda, Ocarina of Time (ゼルダの伝説 時のオカリナ), Elephants, Mulan, Rapunzel, CK Lewis, chap stick, pearls, symphonies, David Requiro, Cellist, Violins, Johanne Sebastian Bach, Kuroshitsuji (黒執事), Chiba Mamoru
, Visual kei (ヴィジュアル系) Rilakkuma (リラックマ), Kapibarasan, Angelic Pretty, Tasty Peaches Studio, Collecting things, Pet Society :>, Kittens, Disney Land, traveling, freshly cut grass, family time, Sims 3, Skyrim soundtrack, Utada Hikaru (宇多田 ヒカル), Ai Otsuka (大塚 愛), YMCK, Airplanes, Jets, Ships, the ocean, Storm clouds, Babies, Ponyo off the cliff, Light bulbs, Amy Adams, Apple, Inc., Google, Inc., Chouchou, GaiaOnline, Onisuu, Matt Bomer, donating things, picking flowers, Pink snapdragon lilies, jewelry, Chemistry(kinda), Jackie Chan, Big Bang (빅뱅), Dir En Grey, The Gazette, Malize Mizer
, The Kiddie, Roses, Sunrises, Coffee, Tea, Angelina Jolie, Carla Bruni, Alizée, 8-bit, different religions, traditional culture, politics, entrepreneurship, FSOG :'D, A Millionaire's First Love (백만장자의 첫사랑), Hansel and Gretel (헨젤과 그레텔), HTML, M83, Sky Ferraira, Baking, Apple Turnovers, Miss A (미쓰에이), Ga-In (가인), Hayao Miyazaki (宮崎 駿), Vidoll (ヴィドール), Stars, Persian cats, Decorating, Quotes, Kingdom Hearts (II), Yiruma (이루마), Jet Li, Butterflies, Magic, Greek/Roman Mythology, Apollo, Prisma color pencils, horses, lions, giraffes, Barnes&Nobel, nail polish, Burberry, things made in Germany, MrSuicideSheep, sheeps, the countryside, mountains, White wine, Vogue magazines, Gabriel Emerson, DC/Marvel superheros ♥, Lord of the Rings, Film Scores, Magic, Philosophy, Soft skin, Futuristic, Disney Pixar,
#1 Pet peeve: Random Friend Requests
. If you want to be my friend, follow my posts, and try to get to know me. q m q;
sleepypandie, Exploding Tofu, Ciwish, and DuckyDuckie are my forever gaia friends. <3 We all rounded up to create a very nice joint shop, and even though it died out, it was one of my most favorite gaia memories. They all caught me in a very very
bad time in my life, and gave me hope and inspiration to not worry about the negativities because there were always people in other places of the world I could reach, and that one day, the bad times would be over.