First I just want to say thank you for being there for me..
I'm sort of embarrassed you were dragged in on that whole thing, drama is petty..
But I greatly appreciate you dealing with it with me. Not many people would.
And even if they did, nobody makes me feel better like you..
Eventually, I did start insulting them back because well.. Enough was enough.
But as the insults went back and forth I realized it was all but pointless..
And you know how I'm not a fan of wasting my breath.
So I did something different..
I messaged the girls back saying deep down I don't hate them, not even a little.. Not even at all.
I told them I enjoyed the memories we had together and I wish them well in life.
They actually ended up apologizing and they wanted me to tell you they apologize to you as well for trying to bring you into it.
I appreciated that.
As for my mom, I wrote her a note for her to read in the morning.
I told her I was sorry for being kind of moody today and that I want things to work out with going to college here.
I think she'll be ok, I think even if she's not ready to move on with how she has thought of me, I'm still willing to let my feelings go.
I could be wasting my breath, but this seems worth a try.
I love you and we can tackle any obstacles in life together..
Thank you for being so sweet; you're most important to me.
heartLOVER heart Today was fun! I hope we can skype call more often! Your voice is amazing, as is the rest of you.. Snapchat was my favorite part of the day though! I got to see you being all cute and funny > w < You'll read this when you wake up, so I hope you slept well.. AND GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE THE SUN RISES FOR YOU! I'll talk to you soon, I love you.