But you can call me AM.
Art school drop out living on Long Island. ♋.
I'm living with BPD, which lay cause to my rather abrasive personality.
It's not to act as an excuse, but an explanation, I'm trying to be better.
Normally, I'm a very compassionate, sympathetic creature.
I enjoy Silent Hill, Street Fighter, and shoegaze.
I collect anime figures.

Talk 2 me and junk.



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Report | 06/12/2014 12:07 am


Hey there! I'm not new either, but sometimes it's hard to tell because I've been on hiatus from Gaia, on and off.
I know how you feel. But I don't think you should call yourself that - I mean, we all have done things we aren't proud of, right? :3

Report | 06/08/2014 6:17 pm


And it gives me the creepies.
But it's so fitting. So good.
But creepy-crawlies.;;
Kuro the Rookie Kingpin

Report | 06/08/2014 3:12 am

Kuro the Rookie Kingpin

Thanks, bro. :3
Kuro the Rookie Kingpin

Report | 06/08/2014 12:04 am

Kuro the Rookie Kingpin

Um, I was just wondering what item you're using for your leg mod. Thanks. sweatdrop

Report | 05/29/2014 1:53 pm


He looks spiffy in Gaian form. You translated it over very well. <3

Report | 05/29/2014 10:12 am


... I-is that his name? My memory is awful.;;
Bonus Room

Report | 05/24/2014 9:20 pm

Bonus Room

oh gosh oh wow ty ty~
Inflation or not, there's still a decent amount of things you can get for an okay price :O~

Is that a Gabe avi? 'Cause wow those legs are awesome
The Deuteragonist

Report | 05/13/2014 9:29 am

The Deuteragonist

Comment was truncated. Damn I rambled. Sorry. lol

Not to mention having to use weird extension thingies if you want to connect to a projector or something.
Surfing the internet on them isn't great either. I've used one. My dad lent it to me when my old laptop's display gave out.

Fair enough. lol

But my god I am nowhere near the 750M for the pants/shoes. Though I could temporarily part with some stuff and hope I can get it back for an okay price...
The tennis wristbands, though. Of course. And the coat that wasn't there last time I checked Tektek.
So much awesomeness. Thanks! heart
The Deuteragonist

Report | 05/13/2014 9:27 am

The Deuteragonist

I think it was supposed to be a freaky baby troll or something. Probably should've considered that.

But yeah... at least I got to sell the damn thing back and only lost 160k on the deal after taxes.
An amount that would've made me balk, but... some people have billions and still can't buy what they want. :/

Aww man, good ol' days.
I remember back in the day when I won 80k from a poetry writing contest and I was already wealthy enough to splurge on MCs on the marketplace.
MCs were like 10-20k.
What year did you join? This isn't my first account--I've had a few of them banned, my earliest being late '07. High school back then.
Now I'm a graduate student/high school teacher/hired gun for computer science and math teams. Go figure.

Oh yeah. How did I not mention the contests. One of my favorite parts of the game, definitely.
Not to mention that Hoenn was the generation where I was lucky with stuff I shouldn't have been--I caught a Shiny Zigzagoon on my first playthrough, and generally have no problem finding Feebas.
Unlike in other gens where I have awful luck. Unova was the worst. Here I am struggling to get Shinies whereas my brother and my roommate encounter them ALL THE TIME.
Not to mention the time where I had 60+ Ultra Balls and still failed to catch Metang. :lol:
I agree with you, really. Not a fan of that mentality either. Most of my favorites are good enough to work, too, but they're not the ones everyone goes for.

Download gives Genesect an auto attacking stat boost when it enters battle. It already has great attacking stats to begin with, not bad Speed, awesome coverage,
Unova has a lot of my current favorites. Cannot use a team without my Twin Axes (Haxorus and Bisharp). Plus Joltik is so cute.
Training did get harder, I agree. I don't think it's just you. I felt it too as I played BW.
Decreasing returns on EXP for one as you leveled. Higher evo levels (raising Hydreigon was the worst). AI got smarter--Ghetsis for instance knows exactly what move to ******** you over with, and so do trainers in general. Everything got stronger.
And goddamn that spawn rate. It's like it took the Zubats everywhere thing and made it x10. Except it wasn't Zubat, but stupid s**t like the Roggenrola line which had a buffed Sturdy, meaning you could almost never one-shot those things no matter how much stronger you were. Part of the reason I love Haxorus so much--it can KO them thanks to Mold Breaker.
But the post-game of Unova is pretty awesome. Challenging games, but they will reward you if you tough it out.

Definitely getting Fennekin. Tradition, and honestly, it's adorable.
And finally, it's a Fire starter whose secondary typing ISN'T Fighting. I agree with you, it got old fast.
I mean it's arguably the best secondary typing for Fire but still.
I still really want a Fire/Steel not named Heatran though. That would be glorious.

I know laptops aren't the best thing performance-wise, but I sort of need one--my desk is faaaaaaaar too small and too unstable for a desktop.
I mean right now I'm staying with my parents while I'm on research break (on their insistence, really), but when I move back to my room in the boarding house where the desk is low and tiny and creaky as hell that I can't even put my calculus book without it shaking...
It's also criminally low (as in I have to put a book under my laptop for ergonomic purposes), meaning I'm not certain I can put the CPU under either.
Agree with you on gaming laptops, though ready-built gaming PCs in general are a scam. Alienware? Pfft. Screw that. :lol:
If you want a good gaming desktop, you're best off buying parts and building it yourself for half the price.
It's not terribly hard to do that. Dad used to build and sell PCs as a side business so I know a little.
Laptops though... yeah, a bit harder.
And ugh Macbooks. I hate working with people who use those. Compatibility problems all over the place, and some of my stuff flat-out doesn't open.
The Deuteragonist

Report | 05/12/2014 12:10 pm

The Deuteragonist

You know what else is total piss?
Was gonna cosplay Candice on my alt. So I went to Tektek and whipped up something decent and generally inexpensive.
Then I go buy all the stuff needed for it. Including the hair, which was by far the most expensive item.
Turns out that the hair item (Changeling Baby Girl, pose Skadi's Hair) had a rather prominent unibrow that did NOT show up on the dream avi simulator.
Uuuuuuuuuugggggh... I plunked like all my gold for it, too. xp
(Yeah, I know, it was really stupid of me to buy the thing and not actually test it on Gaia. Lesson learned.
I still don't get how a unibrow that prominent just disappeared.)

That's fair. Though Hoenn had a lot of things I liked. Secret bases (though Sinnoh had that too--seriously, they need to bring this back) and the Acro Bike are two of them.
That and I'll play any of the games in the main Pokemon series anyway, at some point.

Yeah. I like to apply concepts from the metagame so that my team can at least not toil through the game, but I'm gonna be stubborn and use my favorites even if they're not "OU" or whatever.
Treecko is nice, yeah, even if I find the other two starters cuter.
Kind of wish they'd given Sceptile a Dark-typing for extra STAB bonus but it's still pretty fast and strong either way.
By the way, speaking of metagame, not that you were ever interested anyway but do not go to the Smogon forums. Ever. The community is putrid.

I always use the Fire-type. Except for my first run on Silver (the original, not the DS remake), where I used Totodile and got 247/251 Pokemon (through lots and lots of trading with my friends) before my save file ate itself. (And Yellow, where I used Pikachu, but of course that doesn't count.)
Though with Black I kind of regret that. The Tepig line is so underwhelming that I couldn't even keep him in my in-game party. Ended up banishing him to the PC the moment I got Larvesta (which I like not so much because Volcarona is just OP as because it's so fluffy and cute).
I don't even like Tepig's design, and I got sick of Fire/Fighting hybrid starters.
Then again none of the starters are that good, so there's that...

I usually somehow miss out on events but I got Genesect for White 2. Kinda regret it.
Gene just swept everything. Made the game way too easy. lol
That thing's attacking stats and coverage are off the roof after a Download boost.
And once you get that near-perfect IV Zoroark into your team? Oh maaaaaaaaaan.
BW is the generation of power creep, where everything has at least one base attacking stat > 120 and the moves to abuse it with.

I think the touch screen was just a minor annoyance, though.
Windows 8 and the wireless always conking out are much worse.
What's a good laptop brand? For the future when this thing becomes totally unusable.
Compaq is pretty awful, but Lenovo comes with borked wireless drivers, and that just drives me insane.

That's no biggie. I think I'm guilty of the same. lol


if i remembered,
i wouldn't need reminding

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