I am XbeyondXsavingX, making dreams and nightmares reality since February 2nd, 2007.
There will never be another like me, and I will never die.

I cancel unanswered trades after 7 days.
I am currently accepting random friend requests. I am accepting PM's/comments.

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I am Demitel Crimson. I don't know what gender I am. I don't even have genitals anyways.

******** no I can't dance. I'm white. smilies/icon_lol.gif

No guild requests please, I'm already in way too many, and am sad to say that I am not online enough to join any more at this moment. I don't RP either, don't bother asking. Thank you.

I am currently taken af.
Crush? vvv

I am generally nice, until you make me mad. In that case, I can be very vindictive. I love making new friends though. I believe in karma, and that if you upset the balance, it will get you. I don't have a religion, but am a magic-user.

I believe that people are born naturally good and are influenced thereon from what they witness and are taught. I believe in second chances, and that sometimes goodbye is the only second chance for someone. I believe in demons and angels, and have witnessed both. I believe that beauty is only skin deep, that the really beautiful people are the real people inside, not the makeup that covers them. I believe that perfection is overrated and that those who try are just wasting their time. I do believe in self-improvement, but only with a pure mind and heart will you achieve that goal. I believe in equality for all races, ethnicities, and sexual orientations, and that those who try to limit anyone are really limiting themselves. I believe that death is only a new beginning. And most importantly, I believe that above all, you should hold onto the love you have, and never let it go. It's the love in a person's heart that defines them, and without love, one has no existence.

Old-a** pic of Jokas 154 and I from 2k9
More recent pic in sig.


My Likes:

My best friend (Saint Havick v3)
Trance Techno
Chinese food
Art (painting and drawing)
Muffins/ Cupcakes (Plain!)
Skinny jeans
Randomess! :3
Revenge/ Mischief
Gaia, of course
The Sims Social on Facebook
Nicki Minaj <3
Rob Thomas of Matchbox 20
Maroon 5 <3
Peanut Butter and Sugar Sandwiches
Crystals/ Gems
Candles/ Incense
Lady Gaga
SNSD (Girl's Generation)
Fat Kittays
Windy days
Drag Queens
Warm Rain

My Dislikes:

Wet Dog
People who think that Juggalos and Juggalettes are gang members.
Heathen children
Gospel/ Religious songs
Stuck up, fake, rude, ignorant, or otherwise undesirable people
The color Gold
When people say they their favorite flavor of kool-aid is "red" or whatever color. (Red is not a flavor!!)
The smell of burning trash
Soggy cornflakes
Anyone who says they're the (or an) angel of death. I CAN prove otherwise.
Matching socks
People who can't put a decent outfit together, and of course, their outfits
Creamy peanut butter
Sprinkles that aren't the sugar crystals
White chocolate
Slow computers
Sweaters, the kind that when you chew on them, they make your teeth feel weird
Wh3n p30pl3 t@lk lyk d!$
When religious people ruin perfectly good, meaningful songs by playing them as they speak some sad story of their life on a stage to get attention.
Old people
Humanity in general
People who wear too much makeup

(List of Donors has been moved to Journal. I literally cannot keep up with this, and am going insane over it.)



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I Come With Knives

Report | 05/22/2016 11:35 pm

I Come With Knives

Iiiiii can totally relate!! x333 Pushing through is sadly all we can do sometimes, and then hang on for the ride. :/
Wait, why do you guys only have until then to find a place??
I Come With Knives

Report | 05/22/2016 10:56 pm

I Come With Knives

Thank youuuu!! I sure am trying to get them better!! x333 But hey, all good things will come in time!!
How are you doing?!?! Like I don't know from us being FB friends. xDD But still!! Tell meeeee!
I Come With Knives

Report | 05/22/2016 10:16 pm

I Come With Knives

I have been mehhh-like I guess, just trying to deal with s**t still. :/
Hehehe, it's the original Toy Revenge I do believe, and thank you!! emotion_awesome
I Come With Knives

Report | 05/22/2016 9:59 pm

I Come With Knives


Report | 05/22/2016 6:29 pm


Ok cool.

Report | 05/22/2016 6:22 pm


Oh ok, cool. Where do you stream? Youtube, twitch?

Report | 05/22/2016 5:36 pm


You have birthday presents already? I thought it wasn't until July?

Report | 05/19/2016 9:18 pm


I can completely understand all of that. The bf issues, the desire for motivation for your own personal reasons, etc.
But that subject definitely hit a nerve for me and I responded with the passion I feel for the subject.
I have just gotten over struggling with my own body image and how I feel it impacts my relationship. So that sorta sparked me a little.
Hopefully you can convince your guy that if he wants more communication that a text or a call would be exactly the step towards that end.
It certainly doesn't sound like he doesn't care, just that maybe he is a boy and is a bit of a dumb-dumb for games lol

Report | 05/19/2016 9:05 pm


Hey, I just wanted to tell you.. That your friend can rot in hell. I am grossly overweight and my partner and I are very active.
Being fat doesn't mean ******** all if someone loves you. You friend is only saying that because they are ignorant and hateful.
Good people never say things like that to others. So your friend can jump on a pole and ride it off a cliff.

*end rant*

If you feel like there is a reason your partner isn't as sexually active with you as they could be.. Talk to them about it.
There could very well be a stress related reason behind it, and that is something you as their significant other can help with.
Good luck, and don't listen to hateful negativity from outside sources. It'll only cause pain and damage to your relationship.

Report | 05/19/2016 1:32 am


Don't say that, people are just buttholes dollface. emotion_bigheart
People will say / do anything to bring someone down.


Old af. (24)
I am a creep.
I don't RP.
I am a toaster
I have no genitals. Don't ask to see them.