Words I've said before but usually out of emotion... I joined Gaia when I was 14 and in a month I'll be an adult. School is done and suddenly I'm faced with... the future. Something I haven't thought about and now, it's knocking at my door. I think it's time to not just say those words up there but finally carve them in to stone.
Gaia has been... amazing. I have met some of the most wonderful and awesome people in my life right here on Gaia. I feel like I've learned more about life and love here on Gaia than I did in the "real world". I think it's because I was extremely lucky to have someone that looked out for me, cared for me and was always there to help me through things. A teacher, a mother, a sister, a friend... so many roles for such a simple copper colored key.
So many other friends, friends I can truly call real friends. Miss Hana, Saka, Jess and others! You guys, I love you all so very very much. I will never forget you all, I hope I'll be a mother one day and can tell them the adventures of Sanya and her friends!
There's just so much going on now. I used to sit on Gaia at night, refreshing my friend's list over and over waiting for my friends. I never could understand how some people weren't able to get on for just a little bit... how can life be that busy. I know now... and I'm sorry. I guess... I guess I need to focus now, decide on what I want to do and start. I'm not done with Gaia completely but as far as being active, I won't be. I'll try to log in and keep those interested in me updated and have quick chats but Sanya is... retired(?)
I can't believe it's been 4 years... I can't believe people put up with my fire crackery self for 4 years! I love you all for being there. I even love those that... couldn't take me and have distanced themselves. I don't love you person that lied to me about who you were and didn't have the man-bits to tell me the truth. You're still a jerk and I hope you always have a cold sore on your lip.
So yeah, I'm Sanya and I'm signing off~ They'll never write our stories in books and they certainly won't make a movie about the life of Sanya but in my heart, our stories were the most amazing tales. From the quaint little cafe to the burnt bread of the Wayward Blossom. They were amazing and I thank you all for being apart of them. Love you guys~
Of this I do not doubt. It's just I was in a very foul mood at the time, one where I could literally snap at anybody for whatever reason. Snapping at you or any of the others is the very last thing I want to do so I took some time off to cool down.