i can't let this get me down

Total Value: 6,840,714 Gold
[Item Information]

Item List:
Gogh Reed 4th Gen.
Orinkage Hurricane!
Yama no Tamago 4th Gen.
Orinkage
Steel-plated Ninja Band
Black Whiskers Face Tattoo
Orinkage
Bad Moon
Yokai's Treasure

[Yes] I am shorter than 5'5.
[Yes] I think I'm ugly.
[Yes] I have many scars.
[No] I can tan easily. (I don't tan, I burn)
[Yes] I wish my hair was a different color. (it would be awesome to have blue hair)
[No] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[No] I have a tattoo.
[No] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[Yes] I wear glasses.
[No] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[Yes] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[No] I have more than 10 piercings.
[No] I have a piercing(s) in places besides my ears.
[Yes] I have freckles. (only in the summer time)

Family/Home Life

[No] I've sworn at my parents.
[No] I've run away from home.
[Yes] I've been kicked out of the house (My grandma's house).
[No] My biological parents are together.
[No] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[Yes] I want to have kids someday.
[No] I've had children.
[No] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[Yes] I'm in school right now.
[No] I have a job.
[Yes] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[Yes] I've missed a week or more of school.
[Yes] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[No] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[No] I've stolen something from my job.
[No] I've been fired.
[Yes] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[Yes] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[No] Disney movies still make me cry.
[No] I've peed from laughing.
[No] I've snorted while laughing.
[Yes] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[Yes] I've glued my hand to something.
[Yes] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[No] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health

[No] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[Yes] I've gotten stitches.
[Yes] I've broken a bone.
[No] I've had my tonsils removed.
[No] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[No] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[No] I had a serious surgery.
[Yes] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[Yes] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[Yes] I've been on a plane.
[No] I've been to Canada.
[No] I've been to Mexico.
[No] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[No] I've been to Japan.
[No] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[No] I've been to Europe.
[No] I've been to Africa.
[No] I've been to Asia.

Relationships

[No] I've gone on a blind date.
[Yes] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[No] I have a fear of commitment.
[Yes] I have a fear of abandonment.
[No] I've gotten divorced.
[Yes] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[Yes] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

Sexuality

[No] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[No] I've had a one night stand.
[Yes] I've hugged a stranger.
[Yes] I have kissed a stranger.
[Yes] Been kissed by more than one person in one night.
[Yes] Kissed more than one person in one night.

Honesty/Crime

[Yes] I am a terrible liar.
[Yes] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[Yes] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[Yes] I've snuck out of my house.
[Yes] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[Yes] I've cheated while playing a game.
[Yes] I've run a red light.
[No] I've been suspended from school.
[No] I've witnessed a crime.
[Yes] I've been in a fist fight.
[No] I've been arrested.
[No] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[No] I've consumed alcohol.
[No] I've passed out from drinking.
[No] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[No] I've smoked weed. (I'm strongly against drugs...)
[Yes] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[Yes] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[Yes] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[Yes] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[No] I take anti-depressants (I use too).
[Yes] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[Yes] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[No] I'm addicted to self harm.
[Yes] I've woken up crying.
[Yes] I've cried myself to sleep.
[Yes] I've seen a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[No] I'm afraid of dying.
[Yes] I hate funerals.
[Yes] I've seen someone dying.
[No] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[Yes] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[Yes] I've planned my own suicide.
[No] I've attempted suicide.
[No] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Why my heart Beats,
Is because with every beat it screams your name...
Your the very air that flows in my body...
The blood that pumps in my veins...
The soul that lives in me...
You are the very reason i live...
With out you, my heart would die.
(i did not write this)