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Dahkra

Report | 12/20/2014 2:14 am

Dahkra

Please read what I'm about to send you. It's to your email, and to your gaia pms. And it might be the last thing I ever if I can't control myself, because I don't want "that" to happen, but when it gets as bad as this, when the pain is overflowing, that's when I've lost control in the past. I want the pain to stop, but not like that. But tonight I really got hurt deeply, by myself mostly. I just don't know what to do anymore. Please read it, be safe, be happy, and live the life you deserve. Please, be happy no matter what. Keep smiling and never give up on your dreams. You'll know what I mean when I send you my letter. Goodnight.
Dahkra

Report | 12/17/2014 5:21 pm

Dahkra

I hope you read my message, please think about it ok. And if you're really done with me, you can leave me if it's what you really want. I really do just want you to be happy, I'm sorry I've been so selfish. I miss you, I hope you're happy and safe. I'll be waiting. I hope I'm still your best friend.
Dahkra

Report | 12/16/2014 9:48 pm

Dahkra

I'm so sorry for being such a baby and a jerk to you... I sent you a message, I hope you'll read it. And I just wanted to add that if you'll still be my best friend, and if I can still be yours, I'll truly let you be free this time. Like I won't be checking gaia nonstop either. I hope your life is going well and that you're happy, I will be waiting to hear from you, if you still want me in your life. Goodnight, please be safe. I hope I haven't ruined things for good...
Dahkra

Report | 12/14/2014 1:59 pm

Dahkra

oh you didn't read my new message either... I give up then, on everything. I won't bug you anymore, sorry. I just wanted to try to fix things, explain what's going on in my mind and maybe, try being happy again. But I guess I just really don't deserve happiness from how you're treating me lately. Sorry I was trying to be then, I guess I just deserve the worst so I'll just keep that in mind from now on. I'll never recover from this pain. I thought you cared about me and were my best friend, the one person I could trust with my life. And you wonder why I hate myself so much after these kinds of things. I hope you're at least happy, I really do still want that. I wasn't saying anything here sarcasticly or anything, I really don't deserve happiness is what you're showing me now by ignoring me, leaving me to fall apart, and letting me get worse.

Be safe. I guess you don't care about this friendship anymore, I know I get jealous, that's why I deleted my tumblr again too and explained that but you never read it. You'll probably not even read this so what's the point... bye.
Dahkra

Report | 12/13/2014 12:44 pm

Dahkra

Could you please read the message I sent you it says you haven't even looked at it. I just wanted to explain some things and tell you about why I'm feeling certain ways, I wish you'd read it...
Dahkra

Report | 12/11/2014 12:32 am

Dahkra

Can we talk soon on Skype? Or will you read a message I send to you here later?
Dahkra

Report | 10/31/2014 2:36 am

Dahkra

I wanted to say goodnight, I hope you sleep well and have good dreams, I couldn't say it quick enough you left too fast. I would have emailed you so you could have seen but I know you don't want me to. Sleep tight ok, goodnight.
Dahkra

Report | 10/29/2014 10:24 am

Dahkra

Good morning, I hope you slept well smile If I don't see you before work than I hope work goes really well I'll just be playing to catch up o: Can't wait to be with you today, I hope you have a good day
Dahkra

Report | 10/28/2014 10:50 am

Dahkra

Hey, I hope you slept well. They've kept on extending their stupid maintanence today I have to wait until like 4 pm to play now I remember how horrible they are with this now my god. But I thought up some good things while I was lying down earlier for my character's mrp that I'll probably write while you're at work. I wanted to talk to you about work later too ok
Dahkra

Report | 10/27/2014 11:26 am

Dahkra

i hope you slept well o: I'll be playing in case you wonder where I am, you'll probably get on but in case you don't I'll check back in a bit to see if you said anything. If you don't get on before going to work then I hope work goes well today, miss you smile

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