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Rest In Peace Marianne and Jimmy... i miss you...




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If you have any backrounds to any of my fav. animes please send! especially Higurashi!! or Chobits or Jigoku shoujo!

Anime i love: Higurashi no naku koro ni, inuyasha, Chobits, Trigun, Ghost in a shell, Case Closed, Naruto, Jigoku Shoujo, The avatar and more that i cant think of!


First of all.... keep in mind...
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I'm a guy. Since when do we get anything right the first time?

now, this will be updated... often... and i would love comments, good ones and bad ones... i just want to know someone read it.
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I am not religious... not an athiest, nor religious... i simply dont believe in religion.

Happy Notes
1) im swedish, yes i speak swedish, lived there from birth to 12, then moved to Maui(Hawai'i) and now i live in Florida...

2) meh ppl call me sweede and its getting annoying smilies/icon_talk2hand.gif

3) i will never lie if you ask me a straight up question

4) i love my friends

5) i can keep secrets.. and i have ppl to vouch for that. ive never told anyones secret... just be sure to tell me its a secret.

6) i am a really touchie person... i mean i will randomly touch things or people, no not in any perverted or disturbing places just.. touch...
yes i know its weird but we all have our things smilies/icon_redface.gif

7) i love hair... on girls... head.... smilies/icon_xd.gif i will sometimes randomly play with it... but meh, just tell me to stop, cuz sometimes i dont relize im doing it.

8 ) I HAVE FUN meh if your not gunna have fun and u take life too seriously, whats the point?

9) im good at relationships... others at least... dunno about my own, i get shy :S smilies/icon_redface.gif and then i regret it smilies/icon_cry.gif

10) im a nice guy until u piss me off... but that takes a hell of a lot to do...

11) dont care if your gay/bi/straight guy/girl i'd love to be your friend! meh im completly straight yet i will talk to gay guys 'bout other guys... i dun see what the big deal is :S

12) im a really outwards person..

13) for those who knows psychology, im EL-AR as well as ENUSO

14) id rather have a good, loving relationship, then sex... ive had both, sex if fun.. enjoyable n all that for what.... 30min -50min? then u wont think of it again...
a relationships will give u memories.. a good time, and someone to share it with... to me thats far more valuable...
and to be honest, im yet to have both in the same relationship... but thats irrelevant...

15) i like to cuddle... meh loves hugs and all dat... guess im a physical person smilies/icon_surprised.gif

16) i kind of "bounce" when i laugh... dont know why... but meh, UNIQUE

17) i can fit in anywhere... really, just give me sum time smilies/icon_razz.gif

18 ) ive been told i have a nice smile... multiple times >.>
and i feel really bad for people who have bad smiles... i really do!

19) im a Gemeni and really the description is rather accurate.. especially the last part.... me i thought i was bipolar but ima go with this...
http://www.astrology.com/allaboutyou/sunsigns/gemini.html

depressing notes
1) yes i will have my random moments where i will become Severly depressed and sometimes even suicidal... and really all i want is you to be there.. u dont have to say anything... smilies/emo.gif smilies/icon_cry.gif

2) when i was younger i used to have anger-issues....

3) hate making big decisions

4) i make fun of ppl... in a joking way but if you are taking it personally or just plainly dont like it, let me know? i hate hurting ppl.

5) i get shy when i really like someone smilies/icon_cry.gif i get too afraid of what they will think of me

6) when i get bored i get hyper.. when im hyper i become weird... ive been told...

7) sometimes i dont think before i speak... but we all have our slips... right?

8 ) meh, waay too easily pursuaded to do things by girls...

9) when i get depressed i dont tell anyone why, noone knows why ill be sad, the only person i ever tell... and its really rare that i do, is my girlfriend.... again, thats rare...

10) i get severly affected of break ups... im really passionate and caring... but even if im the one breakin up i get sad...

Facts
1)2 dogs
2)16 years old
3)straight
4)fit
5)1 brother 1 sister
6)i love cold/snowy/hail/dark/"so-called-depressing-days"
7) Gemeni

The amazing song from"Pirates of the Caribbean:at world's end"

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the colors high.
Heave ho,
thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.

The king and his men
stole the queen from her bed
and bound her in her Bones.
The seas be ours
and by the powers
where we will we'll roam.

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the colors high.
Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.

Some men have died
and some are alive
and others sail on the sea
– with the keys to the cage...
and the Devil to pay
we lay to Fiddler's Green!

The bell has been raised
from it's watery grave...
Do you hear it's sepulchral tone?
We are a call to all,
pay head the squall
and turn your sail toward home!

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the colors high.
Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.


Amazing Will Smith Quotes
You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period.

-What would you say if man walked in here with no shirt, and I hired him? What would you say?
-He must have had on some really nice pants.

-What makes your robots so much goddamn better than human beings?
-Well, they're not irrational or potentially homocidal maniacs, for starters.

Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away

Basic Principles - no woman wakes up saying "God, I hope I don't get swept off my feet today!" Now, she might say "This is a really bad time for me," or something like "I just need some space," or my personal favorite "I'm really into my career right now." You believe that? Neither does she. You know why? 'Cause she's lying to you, that's why. You understand me? Lying! It's not a bad time for her. She doesn't need any space. And she may be into her career, but what she's really saying is "Uh, get away from me now," or possibly "Try harder, stupid," but which one is it? 60% of all human communication is nonverbal, body language; 30% is your tone, so that means 90% of what you're saying ain't coming out of your mouth. Of course she's going to lie to you! She's a nice person! She doesn't want to hurt your feelings! What else she going to say? She doesn't even know you... yet. Luckily, the fact is that just like the rest of us, even a beautiful woman doesn't know what she wants until she sees it, and that's where I come in. My job is to open her eyes. Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom.

You know what it's like getting up every morning? Feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man. But, at the same time hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never going to be with you.

begin each day as if it were on purpose

I'm a guy. Since when do we get anything right the first time?

(new section still under construction. If you want to copy them, please let me know... i wont deny you, i just would like to know who takes them... thank you...)
My own quotes/questions
What separates lust from love? what separates romance from love? like from love? longing? desire? why is there limits on love? if man can make rules on things such as love... then how does it exist to begin with?

What makes people so sure that the suffering they go through everyday will be worth it? what do we strive for? why do we get up in the morning? do we search for love? friendship? money? power? or something else? will it be worth it in the end? what if you never find it? i search for love, what do you search for?

Every human being suffer... Every human being feels pain... Some people give up on life while others go on... some of us gets torn down everyday yet we get back up.... why? why do we keep on going after were broken down, humiliated, and destroyed? and why do we allow this to keep happeing? those of us have felt what it feels like to be completly destroyed byond the point of depression... why dont we change anything? why do we just watch as others go through the same agony we did? are mankind naturally that selfish and sadistic? or are we just afraid to intervene?

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Roxas[XIII]

Report | 06/18/2009 8:25 pm

Roxas[XIII]

Happy Birthday

Though we dont really see much of each other anymore, I'm still your friend smile
II Rokudo Mukuro II

Report | 04/16/2008 7:00 am

II Rokudo Mukuro II

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"You are him; are you not. . .?"





:3

Hello, love~

;D

How have you been, hm?





"The Guilty Gear. . ."

Zexion_DMXRemix

Report | 04/01/2008 7:47 am

Zexion_DMXRemix

Nice one *rolls eyes*

and its 'Got it Memorized' not learn it. God you fail at life. :3
Zexion_DMXRemix

Report | 03/28/2008 7:16 pm

Zexion_DMXRemix

Your playlist scares me..... Rap? Come on, But Cascada and Evanescence rocks.



Pee wee went to our school :3
Zexion_DMXRemix

Report | 03/23/2008 12:58 am

Zexion_DMXRemix

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KiwiPandy

Report | 03/13/2008 6:02 pm

KiwiPandy

Hi!
minonovo

Report | 03/03/2008 2:36 pm

minonovo

BRUCE LEE DOES THIS FOR KICKS D:
Raeyah_0

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Raeyah_0

you.....ruined.....my....comment take over......
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What separates lust from love? what separates romance from love? like from love? longing? desire? why is there limits on love? if man can make rules on things such as love... then how does it exist to begin with?