Hi, welcome to my profile, you are in space or something. Sorry about the infinitely repeating nebulae, I lost a bet. I am a person that thinks too much, my mind is busy a place with many dark corners and awesomely stupid ideas. I think that's because I'm a big picture person, too big picture to understand much, but that's much better than being too stupid or too smart to understand anything. My avatar is in all black, not because I am goth or whatever else you want to call it, but because it's powerfull but not conspicuous. I don't much care about colors, so I might as well dress in the color most different from all others. I am an artist of a few muses. Its the information age, that means art, and in my world I am the protagonist of suchlike. This is a lot of serious stuff. Sometimes though, I think that people look for things like that, and run away when they find them, a little like how cars on the highway look slow, until they pass. Don't expect me to be too serious with you. Perhaps its only human nature. Right now I am basically forcing myself though school and doing stuff to distract me from the world. Sounds lame, but odds are you're doing the same thing. Every day I learn again that most happy people aren't happy at all and are usually total douches, and I can't count on myself for much either. Still, friendship and self discipline are worth finding. I need a girl. I'm not looking for one here. That'd be a bigger waste of time than what I'm doing now. I expect this to be a happy place, at least when I'm done with it. Maybe you can help. I made myself sad, so lets wrap this up. After all, i don't want your pity. Since that's plenty for any complete stranger to know about me, I am fourteen, and live in central Illinois.