Life is full of questions. The best thing about life, is you're always learning, and with the help of good people, they can help get through struggles. Do not ask God for an easy life, just to help him make you a stronger person. Jesus Christ died for our sins, and we need to thank him, and praise the Lord for what he has done for us. God loves you, he sent his one and only son to die on the cross for YOUR sins so you can have eternal life with him. When you find somebody in life you truly love, hold on to them and gain their trust. Stay loyal to them and let them trust you. Love them unconditionally and never let them go, if they leave you, they were not the one for you, do not ever date somebody you can't see yourself marrying. It's just a waist.
Life is a gift, so take advantage for it.