my name's ashleighh
i'm not really 27, im 10 4
choke on chickens,
it's what i do you love
i can act really retarted, yet im really shy
i hate the way some people act. it digusts me.
bitches are like stiches, you pull em' out, they open up.
sometimes i imagine that one of the cars driving past is you and that you've come to save me from killing myself in this town.
I love my boyfriend, he's amazing, and i don't know where i would be without him. i love him lots and lots and nothing will ever change
i truly love him and it's not just a high school crush, it's something more. And i'm really glad i'm with him becuase to be honest, im really lucky with what i have and there's not a guy out there who acts the way he does, if i lose him then i'm losing everything because he is my everything, and always will be, he's changed my life around so much and it's in a good way, he makes me the happiest person alive sometimes, we fight just a wee bit much but who doesn't ? i love him for eternity.
there are 3 people in this life, my pretties, my precious, my niggurs, but mostly my bestfriends, and to be honest i can't live without them, not knowing who it is only pressures me more. Stephen, darlin you've been there for me for ages, i clearly don't know where i'd be without you. i'm sorry for all those misunderstandings and the misjudgements. im sorry for the fights i've caused and the trouble i got in. i'm sorry for all the wrong that's happened, but what truly matters is that i love you and there's nobody else in this world i'd love more then you.
aisha, we've done family problems, we've walked through them, pretended nothing happend, we got over it, walked that bridge, and moved on. i've finally come out to understand how important you are in my life and how much you've helped me, i understand that if you weren't my cousin i'd be really lost in life. you help me with everything, and i owe you everything in return, my cousin, my bestfriend, my life.
jayde, my best friend since highschool life, this past week you've helped me more then i've ever helped you, i have to thank you loads, i owe you everything aswell, i hope i never lose you, infact i hope i never lose any of you 3, and your always there for me, thanks.
you 3 people changed my whole life around in many ways ever imagined, my thanks to you is more then i can explain, it means eveything, you'se are the only people who make me happy, i love you
I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die
This is who i really am ;;
you think everythings okay,
when lifes not that easy,
you fake a smile
put on a laugh
pretend everythings okay,
but deep inside,
you wanna kill yourself for losing him.
you think everythings your mistake,
that he left you cause of what you do,
the stupud mistakes you've caused,
soon enough later you realise,
he did it for your own good,
but he just didn't listen when you said he never hurts you.