RolandGrievance

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Birthday: 01/28

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-> I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
-> What did he long for?
-> I believe that stories are written and read to rebel against the fact that you only live once.
-> My sadistic personality doesn't derive from my enjoyment of seeing people in pain, rather, the fact that I am capable of causing it.
->Science has not yet taught us if madness is or is not the sublimity of the intelligence.

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I was too lazy to write anything, so I did a questionnaire instead:
001. Real Name: We will stick with Roland for now, though it isn't true.
002. Nickname: I have several
003. Zodiac Sign: I am an Aquarius
004. Male Or Female: I am male
005. Elementary School: California Elementary, Two Rivers, and H. Allen
006. Middle School: Valinda
007. High School: -currently in, henceforth I will not give that out-
008. Hair Color: Black
009. Tall Or Short: I am average size for my age, and I plan on getting a hair cut.
010. Loud Or Quiet: It all depends on mood.
011. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera: Phone.
013. Health Freak: Yes, but to a certain degree in which it isn't too serious.
014. Drink Or Smoke: I don't plan on smoking, but I have drank before. You actually have to drink every day. I'm talking about water.
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: No
016. Political orientation: I am on my own team.
017. Piercings: None
018. Tattoos: None

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. An Airplane: Quite a few times.
020. A Car Accident: Thankfully no.
021. A Fist Fight: Yes, and then I was feared.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: None.
023. First Best Friend: Lincoln
024. First Instrument played: Piano
025. First award: Citizenship, Math, and Language Arts. I was at the top of my class in Kindergarten and First Grade, but decided not to show much of it in the later grades due to the hatred I received from it.
026. First Crush: A girl, from television.
027. First Language: Gibberish. I now know forty-nine different dialects.
028. First Big Vacation: Knotts Berry Farm. I was 4 or 5 at the time, and had a fear of roller coasters.

LASTS:
029. Last Person you talked to: A group of people actually, a list of names would be longer than this entire post.
030. Last Person You Texted: My friend.
031. Last Person You Watched: Several. I am a writer so I have to keep tabs upon all the people inside my head.
032. Last Food You Ate: Cereal. Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
033. Last Movie You Watched: Frozen. Olaf is my favorite character.
034. Last Song You listened To: Reverence by Vospi.
035. Last Thing You Bought: Monster Hunter Freedom Unite for my PS Vita.
036. Last Person You Hugged: My Grandmother

FAVES:
037. Food: A good burger can make my day.
038. Drinks: Dr. Pepper, I'm a recovering sodaholic. I just got out of rehab.
039. Clothing: Jackets are comfy and easy to wear.
040. Book: It's impossible to say for certain.
041. Color: Any color really, despite that I wear all black most days.
042. Flower: The Forget-Me-Not, bundles of them look nice.
043: Music: (See Interests Tab)
044. Movies: Tim Burton, Studio Ghibli
045. Shoes: Anything goes so long as it fits my feet, and can complement most of my wardrobe.
046. Subjects: If targeted at school subjects, then it is English and Computer Graphics.

IN THE PAST YEAR ...:
047. [] I Kissed In The Snow (Never kissed a girl)
048. [X] I Celebrated Halloween (Every Year)
049. [] I was Broken hearted (No, the relationship I was in ended with a mutual agreement of both parties.)
050. [] I Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone (I have an unlimited Calling and Texting plan)
051. [] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation (I've questioned other peoples' though.)
052. [] Came Outta The Closet (I'm heterosexual.)
053. [] Gotten Pregnant (I am male.)
054. [] Had An Abortion (No)
055. [X] Did Something You've Regretted (Regret is a lingering feeling)
056. [X] Broke A Promise (See #55)
057. [] Kept A Secret (People don't really talk to me about personal things)
058. [X] Pretend to be Happy (I'm the leading man, and the lies I weave are oh, so intricate.)
059. [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life (I am thankful)
060. [] Pretended To Be Sick (I never do that.)
061. [X] Left The Country (I hate road-trips though)
062. [] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it (Not so.)
063. [] Cried Over The Silliest Thing (The tears I shed have their reasons)
064. [X] Ran A Mile (I died)
065. [X] Went To The Beach (I hate swimming, so I stayed in the sand)
066. [] Stayed Single (No, but the relationship ended a few months ago. Long Distance relationships don't last, but I still managed to stay friends with her. We talk every now and again.)

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating: Nothing, at the moment
068. Drinking: Nothing, at the moment
069. Getting Ready to: Sleep
070. Listening To: Music
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today: To live
072. Waiting For: Days to pass.
073. Want Kids: Perhaps.
074. Want To Get Married: If I am capable
075. Careers in mind: Several actually.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :
76. Lips Or Eyes: Eyes, a gaze captures the essence of one's soul while the lips invite you in. I, being the stand-offish man I am, would be fine with eyes, but if possible would love to be invited.
077. Shorter Or Taller: I without-a-doubt, can care less about height. Personality is key, yes?
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous: Why not Both?
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms: Figure can only draw in people's attention, while the person them self keeps them entranced. I have little to no attention to figure.
081. Hookup Or Relationship: Relationships.
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant: Definitely both. It is possible. A girl who knows what not to do, yet can take risks. The knowledge and understanding of one's own moral, is quite attractive.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: I don't wear either.
084. Ran Away From Home: Thought about it several times, never really had a good enough reason other than that of my own insecurity.
085. Held A Weapon: Everything is a weapon.
086. Killed Somebody: When I was young, my teacher said that to hate someone, is to kill someone. That said, I have killed her, and so much more other people...smilies/icon_stare.gif Hatred is a human condition.
087. Broken Someone's Heart: I don't think so, and I hope not.
088. Been Arrested: Not yet...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself: No, I just do what I do because I do, and I want to
091. Miracles: Yes, I've had so many already.
092. Love At First Sight: No. There's a difference between Love and Lust.
093. Heaven: Yeah
094. Santa Claus: He's the Russian from that one movie right? (Reference to Rise of the Guardians)
096. Magic: The magic of literature, technology, art, and god is mesmerizing.
096.2. Ghosts: I prefer the benefit of the doubt.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now?
No, I am single, and I am fine with it. There are several attractive women in which I know in my life, but chances are 1/1000 that they'd be interested in me. So I have mutual respect with most of my relationships concerning females with no blood relation. I'm fine with it though. Love isn't a requirement for living.
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life?
No. I can do better, and I try each day hopefully to some avail.
099. Do You Believe In God?
Yes, and I pray every night, hoping they'll be answered, knowing they'll be heard.
100. Do you like yourself?
No, to this day I hate looking into the mirror. This corrupted mind was formed at an early age, but it has become a double-edged sword to me. Yes, it is easily tarnished by reality, but the incapability of determining my realities is my strong suit. Henceforth, I can smile each day, by thinking about a happy thought, be real or fake, but who said that fake is a bad thing?

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duo flame Report | 06/06/2014 2:25 am
duo flame
Ain't no problem.
GCurlie Report | 03/13/2014 5:50 pm
GCurlie
thanks for buying. smile
RolandGrievance Report | 01/02/2014 12:17 am
RolandGrievance
First Day Finished
 
 
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