Erm...Not sure what to say...
If you really want to know about me, its best to ask a friend...I'm too shy...
Username: Riku Lucifen, but call me Riku!
Real name: Lord Reginald Fluffy Tuft, 3rd. (....Suuuuuure...)
Age: No. Just No.
Location: United Kingdom
Music: Literally anything, except most mainstream rap.
Like: Food, Sleep, and according to friends, Sharp Stuff. :3
Dislike: Hmmm....See fears.
Fear: Needles, Dentists (Linked to needles...), Spiders, Heights, Flying....The list is endless.... D:
Given up on having a perfect profile! Every time I enter CSS, I break it....*Facepalm*
A government type that thinks they know how the education system works but has no clue? Wow.. I thought that was an American problem! rofl Your system in general sounds so.... complex I'd be so scared and so lost if I went to school over there! eek
I'm enjoying my project. We're essentially built on a sandbar, we have a massive superfund site (so disgustingly polluted even the government doesn't want to try and clean it up), everything up is sliding down and the rivers around here are tidal even though the ocean is about 70 miles away. One town has been washed away by a dam break and an island turned into a penninsula that was first an airport then a Kaiser yard and now is an 'industrial park'. @.@ Ah, we're also the original city center but the "city" got mad at us, moved 5 miles east along the river, built around us and eventually swallowed us (annexation is the 'proper' term) against our wills. LoL
My final is in June. my professor found out what part of the city I live in and changed my project on me. Now I have to do the geology of my region. I did some minor reading last night... nice to know I essentially live on a sandbar that just happens to be very vaguely connected to the rest of the city... @.@ No wonder we float when it rains! (kidding)
What kind of exam do you guys have? We have this project in place of an exam with this teacher.
So is that a hint that I shouldn't try to find you?? ninja Like I'd know where to start! Just sayin' though, I have many of my gaia friends on my facebook. ninja I don't like the thing, either but I had to get one to be "normal" PFFFTTT
You must live in a really safe location, stabbings happen daily around my city and it doesn't even make the news unless it was something truly horrific, hell even shootings and such don't make the news unless it's really bad. Hmm.. that makes me sound like I live in a bad place and I don't! I really don't. Here's a pretty park about a mile from the house
What doesn't help the PTSD? Stress and drama? No, not really but it's actually gone into remission lately and I couldn't be happier (though I am sick right now so I'm a miserable b***h) just enjoying myself and the things I have, not worrying about the things I don't.
Furbs went as a civilian ride along - - for fun - - she's a nursing student, I guess this is part of their training. My boss is going to be a flight medic.. I kinda want to know what his ride alongs are going to be like!
It's good to have a small circle of people in your life that you know you can go to. As Furbs would say 'slow and steady wins the race' I have made the mistake of letting my friends into all aspects of my life before only to be treated very badly by them once I found out they weren't really my friends. You'll find someone that shares your musical tastes - or at least someone that can tolerate them.
Your comment got me out of bed and to the computer to respond... now i'm going back to bed.. I'm still sick...
No no, no beating the hell out of my nephews with rocks... though they were some rather destructive little shits with my rock hammer and every last rock they could find.. and the concrete... and the cement street... and wooden dock tethers... and the metal band holding the tethers together.... stressed They insisted on pulverizing every last rock they found.. even the crystal geodes I bought for them!!!! gonk That was so painful to watch... crying
Well that sounds.............. @.@ But sometimes outbursts are required in order to get things settled. I know that seems to be the only way to get things done around here anymore. >.> We've been letting someone stay in our home completely free why they got back on their feet (which they said would take a month - - it's now been a year) and their thanks to us has been to run us more or less out of our home, trash our yard and turn to Facebook to vent about what an insufferable soul-sucking hell hole they've been living in (and that's the NICE stuff). So yah.. big blow ups to get things settled not always a bad thing.
Trust takes time, just start with small things that you don't really care if they offend with so if they do offend, you know not to trust with bigger things or you know how to go about it from there... if that makes sense....? clingy is never fun, but I have been accused of being clingy more times than I'd care to admit.
Yes, I have you, Kay and the Furbs (perhaps I should call her... she went out on a ride along in an ambulance a few weekends ago and I havent heard from her since...) nichiki and I had a sort of falling out, she may still be on Gaia but she's not in my life.. I felt I couldn't trust her so I had to let her go. And yes, I have my wonderful driver. emotion_bigheartemotion_bigheart with his horrible '70s porn star mustache emotion_facepalm
I totally googled that and NOTHING came up!!!! WTF Google!!!
I'm gonna go let my nephews beat the hell out of some rocks now...