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Last Login: 05/28/2015 6:18 am

Registered: 12/27/2007

Gender: Female


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more about me

I sign onto gaia to get back on track of being happy. Wanna help? If so, then sure, be my friend.
I sometimes defriend people for cluttering up my news feed and/or not having a beneficial relationship with them.

My character traits etc..

I sometimes am blunt and say what's on my mind. I'm expressive. I'm creative. I joke around and poke fun at people and things. I'm an underachiever. I'm impatient. I'm over-critical, cynical.
I'm at a learning curve for how manage my life. It's stressful, and I am anxious about the future. I'm not sure how it'll all turn out.

Future goals
I plan to have a bachelor of science in psychology, and from there I want to, at some point in my life, have a career in social work. I want to build on the social support that I have.

My past

My family has their own issues (financial, psychological, bein' r00d, etc.), and have gone their separate ways due to not wanting to be together enough to work for it. I'm a former foster kid that got off easy as far as the foster care system goes.

More info about me is in my journal. Avvie art is also scattered throughout my journal.


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churcy Report | 05/18/2015 6:48 am
Aw thankies~ heart
Ghorza Report | 05/12/2015 1:04 pm
I can agree with that. That is why I said bad idea after the concept. I guess what I would like to happen is to have everyone under one mind, and no, not my mind either. But like gods mind. As if we all just assimilate to a higher place and cast off this form. I know there has to be more, I feel it. It's like it is beating in my brain, my very existence. Then again, That is also just my opinion. I just feel like this existence can be so much more.
Ghorza Report | 05/12/2015 12:55 pm
I'm saying that the possibilities are more than what we are allowing to happen as humankind. However, my solution to everything is to upload everyone into a huge super computer and to be maintained by someone on the outside. It's weird but, something like sword art online as an example. But with our actual mind being uploaded, instead of our nervous system being affected.
Yes, that in a sense would allow someone to play god and erase everyone in an instant. But, however. It would prolong... I just read what I wrote. Bad Idea. I can see where you are coming from. A lot of what you are saying is true, but you can't forget that it is the limit pushers that make some of the best breakthroughs. Innovation is what we are trying to accomplish after all. Aren't we?
Closed On Sunday Report | 05/11/2015 10:31 pm
i basically bombed a class for my major
which means i'll probably have to retake it
and i was supposed to go abroad but bcoz i did so bad, i wont be LOL
Ghorza Report | 05/11/2015 10:18 pm
I think the limiters are what keep us from progressing and moving past the trivial things and start moving forward. Everyone is going to die. Everyone spouts off that "You only live once" bullshit.
No one is considering or thinking about the advancement of the human race. To go beyond, we need more. Things that haven't been touched on or developed to an extent that we all can use. Things like life extenders. A new reality. A new conscience-ness. That we can surpass this form, into a stronger more replaceable one. Instead of fighting amongst one another in social and physical conflict. We should put all of our greatest minds of this era together for the greater good of extending everyones lives even longer. We have more than enough resources and supplies. We're constantly getting told that the earth is being destroyed. However, in actuality life is being terra-formed and carved out. The world is vast, so fast that we still haven't charted all of it, even our oceans have secrets that are still unknown to us. Yet, everyone is focused on "being apart of society" that constantly casts them out and neglects them and is non-bias to sacrifice for "their greater good" when in actuality, no one has to be sacrificed. No one has to hurt. However, it is the society construct that puts limits not only on the things we can do, but the ideas and feelings we are allowed to have.
Closed On Sunday Report | 05/11/2015 9:43 pm
can we burn alive together
are you ok
Closed On Sunday Report | 05/11/2015 9:31 pm
school has murdered me
i am fails
Closed On Sunday Report | 05/11/2015 9:27 pm
how am i scaring you
Ghorza Report | 05/11/2015 8:42 pm
No limits. I've found myself unsupported for many years, thriving in a different environment, gives me another mindset. I can respect where you are coming from, because there is no right answer. It is just the way things are, and have always been that way.
Ghorza Report | 05/11/2015 8:28 pm
I like living without purpose. It's very freeing.

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