A BIT OF MY HEART
I think that some times i expect people to be everything and more for me, but there couldn't possibly be someone out there like what i imagine because if everyone were perfect, then we'd all be God. so, i tried to be lenient with things that I didn't exactly agree with and most people think that i should have more of an iron fist with people, when i do get a bit tough, i scare people away. not all of them, just some.
so far my feelings toward relationships had been so mutilated that i wasn't sure if i could love again. Am i the boring one if you want to watch loads of porn and then when i want to play, you don't?
is that my fault?
some people think that when i love, i love too deeply, but isn't that what love's about? please friend, correct me if i'm wrong! leave a comment in my profile if need be because i really don't know if there's some thing wrong with my reasoning. like if try to act like i have feelings for someone, then i'm accused of smothering, but if i leave enough space then i'm being emotionless and stiff? what's up with that?
WHAT I OFTEN GET
Ok, so i'm not into exploitation (like some people), so yeah, i'm not naming names and if you want to know who's being talked about then to bad nosy!
so i often either get in relationships with harlots or assholes. however, i'm trying to do better picking!
WHAT I REQUEST
how much is too much when it comes to things like this?
let's see........ I don't like assholes first of all. Honesty IS a great quality, but c'm on there's a way to speak your mind without being sarcastic, right? secondly, I praise transparency. so feel free to open up . A sense of humor is a plus in my book but also equally is a level of seriousness at the appropriate moments. I'm not picky about appearances; just be yourself. personality is what's important, always. Also, arrogance won't get you anywhere in this relationship.
The truest characters of ignorance are vanity and pride and arrogance.
However, feeling down on yourself only dampens the mood.
Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in this world.
I hope that I'm not asking too much with this! I truly do love you so much and i hope you feel the same!
P.S. this means you....... =w=