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Last Login: 05/06/2015 11:42 am

Gender: Female

Location: ayy lmao

Birthday: 04/17

Occupation: random, freaky, goth girl

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all your stylishness are belong to me

keep this in mind, will you?

I don't know how many times I have to say it - to clarify, over and over, to remind, find a way to get it in people's heads that I'm not a 'good' person. Really. Now, before you go blaming that on my subcultural association (being Goth) it has absolutely nothing to do with that. Other Goths are usually radically different from me, in the sense most are quite kind, caring, and hospitable. I find it hard to be. (My mood is a contributing factor, if I'm in a good mood then I'm told I'm a cool person to hang with.) This, here, is my attempt to set the record straight. I do not generally have the mental capacity to feel pity or remorse, if and when I seriously do, it is quite rare. I cannot usually apologize sincerely. Nor do I usually want to. I like being who I am, I have learned to be self-loving and take pride in who I am. Would I change it, given the chance? ...No. I've grown attached to my personality, and have refined it to a point I'm pleased with. I do not believe my perceived vices truly are vices, especially when this is the only 'me' I will be living with. Have I tried to change? Yes. But it obviously was not successful. So don't take it personally if I don't care. I probably just didn't find a reason to, anyway. And if I do care, you can usually tell. Experiences with me will vary. :T

aaaand cue assumptions now

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help i'm trapped in this box what do i do


This is who and what I am.

Currently, I am 20 years old - though sometimes it feels as if I have lived longer than this. Obviously, I'm Goth, and I am quite proud of it too. Specifically, I am (I like) Cybergoth, and Trad (Traditional) Goth. But I am predominantly a Cybergoth. I'll never forget the day I 'found myself' in this way - 'twas a day of much excited enthusiasm.

For the most part, I have only one friend who I am close to. I do have other friends, though there are always the ones you hold close to your heart.

I have made no major design changes to this profile in many years. I think I've become content with just keeping it the same for the sake of nostalgia. Also because, for some reason, I can't... the profile editor freezes up. If anyone could help me with that, that'd be highly appreciated.

I have a dark, twisted sense of humor, and some may even say I'm racist at times. But it's all in good fun. It's not like I'm actually racist. My sense of humor is just more open and different than most people's, yet common humor suits me sometimes. Getting to know me helps you determine what you think I'll find funny and what I won't. :B

Music is my life and a passion of mine. I write songs as well. I love metal and industrial/EBM. (Not a fan of people mixing the two, though. How about you just.. not.) I don't think I can sing very well, but I try anyway... D: And I only do that in front of people I really trust, or people I don't know at all. I dunno, I'm weird like that, okay? x_x

I really, really don't like anime. The most I'll watch is The Boondocks and Cowboy Bebop. (And the original Yu-Gi-Oh! as a kid ; u ; None of that 5D or GX bullshit though.) ******** everything else. What do you take me for, a filthy weeaboo? XD

Languages i would love to learn are-
> Romanian
> Norwegian
> German
> Latin

People who I look up to and admire are Angelina Jolie, Dita Von Teese, PongDanceQueen, and George Carlin.

I am bisexual, . but I also do not wish for a committed romantic relationship. I enjoy the game more than the prize. If you approach me with some sort of sick intent on showing me "what I'm missing" I'll be more than willing to help stuff your head even farther up your a**, since that's clearly where it already is.

I'm a getter, not a giver. Deal with it. I enjoy the finer, more materialistic side of life and I'm not going to change.

I'm also a Grammar Nazi, shameless philophobic, extreme tocophobic, hardcore entomophobic.

I am extremely opinionated and stubborn (if you can't already tell), and not afraid to speak my mind or express myself in any other way. And I have a wonderful collection of unpopular opinions. I may seem like an a*****e about it (go ahead and call me an a*****e, I know I am!), but I'm a happy and free a*****e. >:3 I live by my own rules and moralities.

I love to dance! Industrial dancing is a very fun hobby of mine, and I'm getting better at it, which is very awesome. As any good dancer, though, I'm still trying to learn more moves and perfect my own style. My YouTube channel is given, you can check out my dance videos. (They're constantly outdated, though. I'm a lazy ********.)

I also LOVE fashion! I love designing and making clothes and accessories! With everything I go nuts about genre-wise, futurism is my shiiiiiiit man! Many things, including fashion, are mostly sci-fi, hyper-modern, futuristic, and some post-apocalyptic things (******** you people and your zombies though, sick of all the zombie bullshit these days). I'm a huge sucker for those types of things. :3

I'm usually not an open book, so by doing this, I'm just getting some crap to say out there. You're welcome. XD

Buy my things D:

My store rules:
> All sales are final.
> All trades are final.
> I am willing to haggle but will NOT accept lowball offers. I would like to have offers very close to my asking price, as close as possible.
> No begging.
> I do NOT donate.
> Absolutely NO trade-backs.
> I will not trade items unless I believe what will be traded to me is worth investing in.
> Mispriced items will not be returned.

My prices are already as low as I am willing to go, the 5% tax forces me to sell even higher. I am trying to make a profit, too!
I am also bit iffy on accepting trades to buy my items since I do not know if would get to it in time.

Do not expect me to be nice to you if you give me a lowball offer.

And for all you undercutters, there is a special place in Hell just for you.


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xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 05/04/2015 12:02 pm
...that's strange.
You know what? then it's time to "send packing" that captcha!!
Who does it think it is, telling you that it's too hard?
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 05/02/2015 10:50 am
Maybe! But certainly, she lives "in the limelight"!
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 05/01/2015 12:41 pm
The captchas are so interesting though! It's going to be so strange /not/ to have them!

It probably hasn't snowed there recently, but there's probably a tiny tiny tiny bit of leftover snow somewhere near there if you really were trying hard to find some. xD
That sounds very interesting : O
Or just putting up a fence made of rings?
Captcha: full house
A full house of ring fencing??
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 04/30/2015 12:38 pm
The only problem is, if I accept, we lose the captchas D:
Is it worth it????

Captcha says: cleveland, oh
Maybe you need special Cleveland snowflakes then?
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 04/29/2015 4:44 pm
Yyyyeah, too lazy to do so! xD

Why not both??
But do let Captcha: Snow Flakes cure whatever
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 04/28/2015 1:28 pm
Ooooh yeah boredom is not very fun. xD
I find myself often more busy than bored but neither is all that nice!
Well, I haven't been buying anything (it's also not like I can actually afford anything either but...) so my gold is just kind of sitting there!

If they're watching, just throw a Captcha: Heating Pad at them! xD
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 04/27/2015 12:56 pm
Mmm you certainly did!
Ahhhh, I just tend to stop by/log in here briefly daily (not sure why I still do, but I do!) but I haven't spent that much time here.
Although I'm still a sucker for events and thus I do tend to participate in those. xD

I think that's part of some variation of Rock Paper Scissors??
Captcha: Tomato Pie
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 04/24/2015 12:26 pm
I actually don't really use Skype! xD
Captcha: Cup of Coffee (which I apparently spelled wrong so... Green Eggs)
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 01/27/2015 1:30 pm
Looks like I forgot to comment back!

And you always look so nice when you do! :O
I'm still here to keep posting for now.
xX_hamstertears_Xx Report | 12/16/2014 12:07 pm
Ahh yeah, I tend to only come on for dailies but hardly stay on for very long.
I tend to be attracted to getting event items a bit though xD

so what i'm a goth that likes some britney spears?


my first avatar art! thank you Amoricide! :D

Visit my art shop! ^_^

have a look at my DeviantArt page.


Art from VauIt ^o^ Gender-swapped but I LOVE IT!< here and here >

commission from x3rubiachica3x cute!




Unlike you people, I'm never afk in Towns.
Because unlike you, I'll actually talk.

Not interested in romantic
bullshit, so don't even
think about it.